Scott Taylor's Research in Ecopsychology

An Exploration of Wilderness Effects: A Phenomenological Inquiry

By Scott Taylor ã 1999 taylors@c-zone.net

Abstract: This study is an investigation into the psychological effects of being in wilderness for extended stays. This study focuses on possible lasting psychological effects, life changes, facilitation of processes, validation of previous research and raising relevant questions for further research. Six men and six women agree to become co-researchers and be interviewed regarding their wilderness experience. A qualitative, phenomenological research design is used to discover emerging themes. This inquiry involves (1) A review of previous wilderness research. (2) A self-study/account of the primary researcher’s wilderness experience. (3) An examination of personal descriptive accounts of co-researcher’s experiences. (4) Analyzing and synthesizing the data. Four central meaning aspect clusters emerge: (1) Attuning to, opening to and entering wilderness, (2) Oneness with nature, (3) Self-awareness, inner and outer process, (4) Perspective, perception and consciousness shift. This study illuminates the process of entering wilderness and points to nature connecting as a way toward psychological wholeness, personal purpose and meaning while largely validating previous research and raising questions for further research in this area

 

 

 Introduction

 Chapter One

 Chapter Two

 Chapter Three

 Chapter Four

 Chapter Five

   Chapter Six

Appendices A, B, C and Bibliography

Further Writings in Humanistic and Ecopsychology

A Brief History of the Perennial Question: Western Views on the Natural World

Sedge Grass: The Roots of Pomoan Identity

About the Author (Scott Taylor)

Related Links

Link to Eagle Mountain Institute Web Site

Link to International Community for Ecopsychology

http://www.askalana.com/

 

Introduction

This study sets out to explore the significant psychological effects of extended stays in wilderness or natural settings. Judging from the results of a number of previous and mostly quantitative studies some "wilderness effects" seem to be a shared phenomenon and are themselves or can facilitate some profound psychological states and changes in awareness, which are then highly valued by those having these experiences. This study seeks in part to validate the findings of previous wilderness researchers and also to ask what it is that might underlie the processes of wilderness effects and learn what may facilitate or enable these processes. I am engaging in this research project in a spirit of discovery and genuine inquiry to see what emerges as we explore wilderness effects and attempt to further validate the psychological value of these states or effects and possibly add other perspectives to enhance our understanding in this area. I am inquiring into the life changing potential of wilderness experience and whether the effects of being in wilderness are lasting. I am looking at what kind of inner processes occur and what psychological growth and benefits the wilderness experience may offer. This study will be looking at wilderness experiences from different perspectives and seeking to find what these features of experience may have in common and what implications we may find that impact how we view ourselves as beings of a world.

Based on my own wilderness experiences I have come to a personal understanding of the psychological processes which unfold for me both during and following extended stays in wilderness and away from the distractions of civilization. However, I think that it is somewhat of a leap to extrapolate from my personal experiences any themes or empirical statements that would claim to be common to all wilderness goers experiences. The profound and deeply moving insights and states of awareness that are a part of my experience prompt me to ask what, if anything, is common to these experiences? In other words, what I experience in wilderness and subsequently label as arising from this or that may or may not have themes in common with the experience and empirical knowledge of others who may have had similar experiences. That is, more precisely, does the diversity of wilderness experience among twelve men and women reveal commonalties as well as differences? What are these commonalties, how do they come about and what relevant value might they add to enhance and deepen our understanding of psychological wellbeing within the framework and scope of phenomenological, humanistic/existential, transpersonal and ecological psychology?

There seems to me to be a dearth of qualitative, phenomenologically based studies in this area, which would attempt to reveal, in a non-biased way, without possible results skewing hypotheses, the significance of the type of psychological and possible spiritual processes and changes that have been reported and can take place during extended wilderness stays.

I believe the relative absence of presuppositions involving hypotheses will enable themes to emerge from the twelve interviews I have conducted as part of this study. These themes then will have come more or less directly from my co-researcher’s (interviewee's) experiences of wilderness.

Staying true to the spirit of phenomenological 1 inquiry and watching themes emerge organically, so to speak, is both inspiring and encouraging. What this and other similar studies have found could open the doors for further research in this area. One point of this study is just that; to further open, for heuristic purposes, phenomenological inquiry and qualitative research in this area by helping to formulate more ideas and questions regarding the nature of wilderness experience and its implications. It is my hope that this will facilitate the honoring, on a wider scale, of these processes and experiences and take a step toward a deeper understanding of interrelationship and the profoundly symbiotic nature of our existence with our beloved and endangered earth.

Currently, there seems to be an emerging form of ecological or wilderness therapy with the intention of facilitating outcomes of psychological and/or spiritual awareness and involving extended time in natural environments. The re-emergence of interest in entering into wilderness is occurring at a crucial time of massive and global ecological disaster and is itself a way of re-connecting to the ground of our being, the life-sustaining earth, reminding us of our profoundly symbiotic relationship with nature.

Of course this cannot be considered a new field as people have been seeking wilderness experiences for various reasons since we emerged from the planet. I do believe, however, that this does represent a relatively new field of study as far as qualitative, phenomenological, psychological research is concerned and even traditional "objective" quantitative research for that matter. This seems especially true when compared to the overwhelming volumes of research material which attempts to study the psychology and behavior of people in a vacuum, as it were, that is, strictly within the confines and context of the human-built, social or cultural environment. Indeed, the neglect of the psychological study of humans within the larger context of the natural environment, including non-human life forms and landscape, is tantamount to ignoring any other important developmental aspect of psychological life such as, the psycho-social interaction of siblings or other identity forming relationships. Psychology seems to have carried on its business, for the most part, as if the natural environment were inconsequential and irrelevant to our psychological wellbeing. Perhaps this neglect is responsible for much of our collective and individual pathology. "The existential analysts believe there is much evidence" writes Rollo May (1983) "that…twentieth-century Western man not only experiences an alienation from the human world about him but also suffers an inner, harrowing conviction of being estranged (like, say, a paroled convict) in the natural world as well" (p. 118).

With this in mind studies such as this one may represent a new trend in psychological insight in that it is an effort to expand the context of psychological inquiry to re-include the entire matrix or web of life in which we find ourselves. It is exciting to be involved in and be witness to the re-discovery of wilderness as an important aspect of our collective psychology.

1 Based on the seminal work of Husserl and later Merleau-Ponty, phenomenological modes of inquiry abandon the objectivity of traditional scientific methods. Objectivity, in phenomenology is viewed as impossible, as one cannot extricate oneself from the world to see it "as if" one were not a participant. Hycner (1985) quotes Keen (1975) as saying, "…unlike other methodologies, phenomenology cannot be reduced to a ‘cookbook’ set of instructions. It is more an approach, an attitude, an investigative posture with a certain set of goals" (p. 279). Phenomenological methods of inquiry have a noted absence of hypotheses as "there is a certain ‘dishonesty’ built into the whole ‘face objectivity’ of stating hypotheses" (p. 299).

 

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Chapter One: Ecopsychology and Nature Re-connection

All true wisdom is only to be learned far from the dwellings of men, out in the great solitudes…To learn to see, to learn to hear, you must do this---go into the wilderness alone… --Igjugarjuk, Caribou shaman, In Joan Halifax, Shamanic Voices (Galland. 1980, p. 100).

Co-arising along with our current worldwide ecological mega-crisis is the hope that we can somehow change direction in time before we have rendered our planet virtually uninhabitable. This hope can involve a waking up process in which one becomes aware of the far-reaching consequences of every action and the fundamental unity of all existence. An ancient and wise saying from the East goes something like this, "If you don’t change direction you’ll end up where you’re heading." Considering the direction in which we are heading and how fast we are travelling, a shift in our collective worldview may prove to be an all-important factor in circumventing our lemming-like self-destruction.

Eco-educator and Buddhist scholar Joanna Macy (1998) names a "fundamental shift in worldview and values" as an important part of what she calls "the Great Turning" (p. 17). The Great Turning is a tumultuous time of upheaval and an important time of reawakening to our ecological roots. The hope is that this "turning" or "paradigm shift" will lead us away from a dualistic, psychological disconnection from the natural world and an exclusive identification with the human created, cultural or built world and toward a form of conscious symbiosis or holistic awareness of our indelible and fundamental connection with the earth and the entire web of being.

Richard Tarnas, author of The Passion of the Western Mind (1991) believes that, "The twentieth century’s massive and radical breakdown...suggests the necessary deconstruction prior to a new birth." Citing the following as evidence of this "new birth" Tarnas asks:

And why is there evident now such a widespread and constantly growing collective impetus in the Western mind to articulate a holistic and participatory world-view, visible in virtually every field? The collective psyche seems to be in the grip of a powerful archetypal dynamic in which the long-alienated modern mind is breaking through, out of the contractions of its birth process, out of what Blake called its ‘mind-forg’d manacles’ to rediscover its intimate relationship with nature and the larger cosmos (p. 440).

Arising as a major part of this paradigm shift is a relatively new field of psychology aptly termed ecopsychology. Eco, from the Greek "oikos," meaning house; psych, from the Greek "psychein," originally meaning breath or spirit, as in re-spirate and "ology" which can mean the "study of," however for my own purposes I am using the meaning derived from the pre-Socratic Greek philosopher Heraclitus’ idea of logos, meaning the logical order or "way" of things (Webster’s Collegiate Dictionary Fifth Edition, 1936, p. 316; Abram, 1996, pp. 237, 238; Melchert, 1991, pp. 19, 20). Ecopsychology can therefore be seen as being concerned with the order or way of spirit in its home, that is, the earth. This definition is in tune with the ancient philosophy of Taoism which emphasizes observing and aligning with natural processes and systems as a way toward wise action and a sense of participation with life. This is the definition of psychology and ecopsychology that I wish the reader to keep in mind throughout this text.

In less etymological terms ecopsychology represents a synthesis of the insights of psychology with ecology and the environmental movement. In Ecopsychologist Andy Fisher’s words: "It [ecopsychology] suggests that the violence we do to the ‘natural world’ results from our psychological and spiritual separation from nature" (1996, p. 22). Ecopsychology "examines the psychological processes that bond us to the natural world or that alienate us from it" (Gomes, 1998, p. 1). Ecopsychology is concerned with fostering an awareness of an intimate and profoundly symbiotic relationship with the environment and how this affects us psychologically, individually and globally. According to Ecopsychologist and educator Mary Gomes "…Our states of mind find expression in the way that we relate to the natural world. The outer and inner worlds reflect and support one another, which means that a healthy ecosystem is inseparable from a healthy psyche" (p.1).

A major area of concern within ecopsychology is the study of, what has been called by Greenway (1995) and others, the "wilderness effect" (p. 127). One purpose of extended stays in natural environments or wilderness is to re-connect with nature. Nature, in ecopsychology, is considered to be our extended body, an integral aspect of our ontology, the very ground of our being. Physically we can never actually be disconnected from the life-sustaining environment. That is, separation from oxygen, food, water and sunlight means the death of the organism. The disconnection ecopsychology speaks of is a psychological and spiritual one. The enormous ecological problems we now face are the consequences of actions based on an illusion of disconnection. It is precisely the thinking and consequent actions of a culture based on the dualistic philosophy that humans are not of the earth and are somehow separate or independent that brings about the necessity of dispelling the illusion of disconnection by attempting a psychological and spiritual reconnection. In speaking of the powerful earth-connecting work that ecopsychologists do and the resulting psychological benefits Gomes and Kanner write:

It is common for ecopsychologists whose work includes long wilderness trips…to report dramatic breakthroughs that shake individuals to their core. When the natural world awakens in every fiber of our being the primal knowledge of connection and graces us with a few moments of sheer awe, it can shatter the hubris and isolation so necessary for narcissistic defenses, once this has happened, ongoing contact with nature can keep these insights alive and provide the motivation necessary for continued change. It is these experiences that will ultimately fill the empty self and heal the existential loneliness so endemic to our times (Clinebell. 1996, p. 223).

Psychologist Steven Harper, who does wilderness work, or "practice" as he calls it, through the Esalen Institute, echoes the words of Gomes and Kanner when he "suggests that the authentic experience of wilderness undercuts all our suppositions about the ‘civilized’ and the ‘primitive’ in ways that can deliver a ‘reality shock’ " (1995, pp. 183, 184).

Defining Wilderness

Before I go any further I think that it is important to attempt to define what is meant by the terms "wilderness" and "natural environment." It is difficult to simultaneously define humans as an aspect of the earth while defining human artifacts as unnatural. In one sense we can see that human-made artifacts, buildings and technologies in general are as "natural" as a bird’s nest or a beaver’s dam. In this sense there seems to be no clearly marked boundaries between what we term natural and artificial. On this distinction Wohlwill (1983) writes:

…The differentiation between the natural and the artificial-is itself a product of our own culture. Indeed, the proposed dichotomy appears altogether incompatible with the view of nature of such diverse peoples as the Navaho, with their sense of oneness with nature, and the Japanese, who through their gardens and their art appear to infuse their experience of nature with a distinctly human character (Altman & Wohlwill, p. 11).

In attempting a definition of wilderness 2 it seems that I am creating a boundary that doesn’t exist anywhere but in the mind. Natural versus artificial is a concept only and, according to Wohlwill, it is a concept that reveals itself as the original nature separation illusion talked of earlier. However, it is clear to me that no study of wilderness effects should be proposed without at least some definition of the term "wilderness." My solution lies in abandoning any clear-cut distinctions of definition by exclusion. As Wohlwill suggests:

A lenient criteria is apt to serve us best, that is, one that allows us to include in our discussion of response to the domain of nature settings that may in fact have experienced considerable intrusions through buildings, roads, and artifacts of different kinds-provided that the natural aspects remain predominant over the built ones and that the area remains identified as a "natural" or "scenic" one, in terms of the use made of it (p. 10).

In this study I will use the above criteria for defining wilderness as described by Wohlwill.

2 Luther Standing Bear gives us the Native American view of the term "wild:" "We did not think of the great open plains, the beautiful rolling hills, and the winding streams with tangled growth as ‘wild.’ Only to white man was nature a wilderness…To us it was tame…not until the hairy man from the east came…was it ‘wild’ for us" (Forbes, J. 1992 p. 33).

Some Questions that Concern this Study

What is the "wilderness effect" and why do people seek it? More to the point, as far as this study is concerned, is the question of what it is that might underlie the processes of wilderness effects and what facilitates these processes? I stated earlier that some people seek wilderness/natural environment related experiences in order to psychologically and spiritually reconnect with nature, the life sustaining earth. This answer is, of course, much too simple and can only represent a generalized answer in the face of many more empirically validated possible answers. What we are likely to find is that there are as many wilderness "effects" as there are people who seek them. That is not to suggest, however, that there are not common or correlated factors to these experiences. What do people expect to happen and what do they actually experience that makes them value their experience and want to have similar experiences?

A brief look at the historical record may be of some help in this instance. When we consider the vast amount of religious and philosophical literature relevant to wilderness experiences we come to see that humans have been deliberately seeking wilderness experiences long before the prompting of the postmodern, techno-centric era and our collective psychological and ecological crises. In our re-discovery of wilderness and nature connection we find a staggering variety of past examples to peruse.

Probably the most outstanding of these examples in Western culture is Jesus purported fasting alone in the "wilderness" (Gospel of St. Matthew, King James Bible p. 5). Mohammed, Moses, Buddha, Black Elk and countless other shamans and figures from various religions, cultures and philosophical doctrines have intentionally sought wilderness experiences. "For the shaman, as for the Tibetan anchorite and most seers and visionaries," writes Joan Halifax "nature’s wilderness is the locus for the elicitation of the individual’s inner wilderness, the great plain of the spirit" (Galland. 1980, p.115). From Thoreau to the Sanyassins or wandering forest-dweller holy men of India, the seeking of solitude in natural environments seems universal in the study of human history. This aspect of human-ness spans cultural, historical, racial and temporal differences. Indeed, in Jungian terms, it seems to be an indelible and important aspect of our collective unconscious. It can be seen as an archetypal experience, which is now being re-discovered at a crucial turning point in our evolution. This is a part of the same "powerful archetypal dynamic," which Richard Tarnas says, "the collective psyche seems to be in the grip of" (p. 440).

Far from being a new or strange idea the seeking of wilderness experiences appears to lie near the core of what it means to be a human animal. Speaking in more specific terms this study looks for answers as to why people seek wilderness experiences and asks what they gain from these experiences? The deeper answers to these questions may prove, in the long run, ineffable and for this reason all the more worthy of exploration.

Extensive and varied recreational research conducted by the USDA Forest Service gives at least a partial answer to this question. Knopf (1983) reports on "three basic tenets" which emerged from "comparative analysis:"

First, motive structures were seen as being activity dependent-that is, people doing different things seemed to be searching for different mixes of outcomes. Second, people were seen as visiting natural environments largely to alleviate stress. In virtually every analysis escape was identified as particularly important irrespective of the activity. Third, people were seen as valuing the psychological products of the activity more than the activity itself (p. 207)

Getting away, alleviating stress and the benefits of "psychological products" attract people to natural environments by the thousands. The "psychological products" reported by the above mentioned studies are "the opportunity to relax, achieve and socialize" (p. 208).

Knopf also reports that,

Perhaps the most convincing early data were gained from a national household survey conducted by Mandell and Marans (1972). They asked household heads to identify their favorite outdoor activity and then asked them to rate the relative importance of 12 possible reasons for wanting to participate in it. For the nation’s populace as a whole, the most important reason was "to relieve my tensions." A hefty 60 percent of the people sampled rated it "very important" (p. 212).

In one sense these studies, though important, are telling us something most of us already know or can at least intuit. That is, being in a natural setting relieves stress, promotes relaxation and a general sense of well being. On one level the fact that we feel the need to do this research to prove what some might think are more or less obvious truths, speaks to how far we may have come in our sense of disconnection from nature.

Examples of wilderness experiences that go beyond simple stress reduction models and point toward deeper or "higher" states of consciousness can be very moving and reminiscent of readings, theories and findings from gestalt therapy, Eastern psychology and the "peak experiences" of transpersonal psychology to name only a few. In a chapter from Ecopsychology: Restoring the Earth, Healing the Mind, Steven Harper talks of his "experience of wholeness:"

On a two-month canoe trip across the Northwest Territories of Canada, I was blessed with such an experience. Near the end of a long day of paddling the sun was low in the sky and my mind had long ceased its normal chatter. I had the sensation of becoming my paddling and all that was around me. Stroke after stroke I was called to merge with my experience until ‘I’ was no more. Only perception existed, a perception that was more complete, more whole than any I have known in a usual state of consciousness (p.196).

Ecopsychologist Chellis Glendinning, (1994) in her enlightening book, My Name is Chellis and I’m in Recovery From Western Civilization speaks of "Lynda M. Leonard, a nature guide who leads people on solo journeys into the wilderness…[Lynda] tells of a trip she took into the mountains surrounding Crestone, Colorado:

When I settled into the place, I could see the magic, the golden threads that connect the trees and plants. This is the beauty of letting down and letting nature heal: you begin to see from the sacred view. You become the center of the holograph that gets subtler and subtler. You go beyond the density of this reality. Your senses become so tuned in that you hear the ants moving behind you. You begin to be able to be the deer; you move like a deer, and you open to the brilliance of what life is all about (p. 185).

Glendinning goes on to tell of her own "extraordinary experience:"

…I had been eating a simple dinner of brown rice and greens on the roof when I felt something occur in my body, something like a door swinging open. Wide open. A golden sun was just setting behind the Jemez Mountains: bursts of orange and pink were shooting like streamers through the fading sky. To my surprise, I was sensing the full-bodied aliveness of every juniper and rock and hawk on the Earth. By the front door to my house I saw, really saw, the tall piñon that I ordinarily brushed by; its needles and cones were bursting with presence, its branches and trunk with consciousness. I had never before communicated directly with it, nor with any other wild being. I saw how foolish I had been. My recovery from western civilization was under way (pp. 185, 186).

From these examples we see clearly that there are deeper and more profound psychological and perhaps psycho-physiological developments or events that can occur with extended stays in natural environments. The types of profound insights and changes reported here and in the experiences of religious and historical figures mentioned earlier go far beyond the "get away from it all" relaxation and stress reduction of the formerly mentioned studies. The type of experience I am concerned with in this study goes beyond a mere "re-charging of your batteries" as the current cliché goes. The wilderness experience I refer to also includes these stress reducing aspects but these "preliminary" results might simply be the somehow truncated beginnings of more involved and more profound psychological processes. Other possibilities include the idea that wilderness or natural environments afford a marked contrast to hectic lives lived on strict time constrained schedules, including the contrast between motion/stillness, noise/quiet and privacy versus almost constant social and technological interaction and distraction. By contrast, contact with non-human based environments may afford time for introspection, reflection and a chance to be free of psychologically unsafe atmospheres. Whatever the reason it seems that even at the recreational level important and significant psychological benefits are produced.

The main focus of this study is to explore the more profound and meaningful psychological benefits and dynamics of, what might be in its own right termed, true re-creation. That is, a true and deeply profound feeling of re-creating one’s self and the implications of this experience.

What is common to the various reports on the therapeutic value of wilderness? What happens to facilitate the types of profound psychological transformations reported by vision quest fasters and others who go into wilderness with the intention of gaining insights, self re-creation and expansion? What is the role intention plays in these experiences? In short, what facilitates a "connecting with nature?"

 

 

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Chapter Two: Personal Wilderness Experience

My own experiences in the wilderness serve as the main motivational force behind this research project. The dynamic transformations and openings stemming from wilderness experiences that I’ve witnessed in others and in myself prompt me to ask the questions this investigation attempts to probe.

I fell in love with wild nature as a young boy playing with friends in trees, creeks, on hillsides and in groves. This, I believe, is as it should be with all children if they are given the chance. This love deepened with my experiences on extended camping trips as a Boy Scout. From the age of seventeen I have always lived in "the country" in very rural settings on mountains and in forests. A good portion of the years between 17 and 22 were spent living in a cabin in Northern California with no electricity. Kerosene lamps and wood burning stoves were the norm as well as some hunting and gardening. During this time in my life it was my habit to take long walks alone. I would walk for hours along ridge-tops, through densely forested hillsides and along creek beds, just exploring, learning the lay of the land. The feelings of freedom, peace and one-ness with nature were something I sort of took for granted. I did not consider it to be something special as it was simply the way I lived. There were also times of extreme loneliness and depression, during non-stop winter rainstorms and times when human companionship was longed for.

Although I have had many more experiences in the wilderness, which might be defined as life-changing events, the three personal stories that follow are the ones that really stand out for me.

Upon the occasion of my first visit to Yosemite Valley I was paradoxically aware of simultaneously being both small and large. Being centered in my body yet experiencing an expansion of myself to include the immense stretches of granite and sky produced an awesome feeling of being both gigantic and tiny all at once. I seemed to be experiencing myself as the field of experience. This was a profoundly moving experience for me and affected me greatly.

For several weeks after my Yosemite encounter I was very different. Perception was different for me; I needed to remind myself constantly what the names of things were. I was seeing everything as if for the first time and formerly concrete distinctions and boundaries had vanished. I perceived myself as an aspect of one continuously unfolding reality. Even hearing my own name sounded strange and I would have to remind myself what this sound referred to. Some might say I was having a psychotic break, however, they would be wrong. I wasn’t confused and felt more positively sure and compassionately aware than ever before. I knew what was important and what was trivial and I wasn’t attached or easily "hooked" into emotional games or judgments.

I’m not entirely sure what happened but it seemed "I" gradually fell back into my old, limited, particle-like consciousness. For a few weeks there was no "I" having an experience there was only experience happening and no boundaries, just this single experience which was (is) universal, everywhere simultaneously. These words cannot accurately describe this phenomenon. Suffice it to say that for a time I was more awake than I had ever been and that during this time I knew that everything is perfect the way it is. I had no desire to make things be any different except to add more love and compassion to the world.

The following is a personal account of a short, solo, wilderness quest experience involving meditation and ritual and occurring during a three-day ecopsychology retreat in a natural setting:

I held a vague idea in my mind about what form my personal ritual might take before our group dispersed that afternoon. I had with me some herbs (ginseng leaves), some bread and some water. I walked on alone wanting to find a peaceful, secluded, wooded place to get centered and grounded. Walking, taking in the beauty of trees and sunlight, I was mindful and aware of my surroundings and each footstep I took, being mindful to notice anything that may hold significance to my question. Being conscious of going through a time of tension and stress I was asking, "Why did I choose this, this current circumstance in my life?"

I eventually found myself at the bottom of a thickly wooded ravine sitting with my feet in the now dry streambed. A few feet upstream water collected in a small pool before continuing on underground. This place seems filled with Yin or female energy. I could hear the spirit of this spring speak as drops of water musically plopped into the pool at long intervals, counting out the rhythm of its song; tension and release, tension and release.

I grounded myself by imagining that I had roots that went down into the earth; all the way down to the central core of the earth. I offered herbs, bread and water to the four directions, to the spring and to myself. After asking permission and giving thanks I took a small, flat rock from the streambed and poured onto it a pile of green ginseng leaves. I lit the leaves and gently blew on them making them smolder and purified myself with the smoke. I offered the sweet incense to the four directions and set it down next to me on a rotting, moss covered branch, where it continued to burn.

As I meditated time slowed and the rhythmic calming sound of the dripping water deepened my sense of peace and ease, sending me to a calm and relaxing state. I seemed to disappear or blend into the environment; the border between "other" and "I" began to blur. Close to an hour must have passed before I heard two or three Ravens fly overhead, caw, caw, caw. Some time after this I could hear people talking loudly in the distance which served to bring me out of meditation and I decided to bring my ritual to its conclusion. I closed my meditation, once again envisioning my grounding roots. I asked permission to take three more stones with me for a group ritual and placed them in my pack. After cleaning up the ashes from the now burnt herbs I looked around me and said good-bye and thanks to the spring and this beautiful, peaceful place.

Walking up into the sunlit meadow I felt I had been gone for a long time. Laying down I soaked up the warmth and spent the rest of the time watching butterflies fly about and land on the small yellow flowers that dotted the meadow. I felt sad, peaceful and restful. I had come out of my head; in other words I had ceased living just from the neck up, for now. The thought of doing anything intellectual or analytical made me feel sick. I could see the defensive ego attachment I have to that type of thinking and living. Being out of a people-box for two days awakened my body to its’ earth-based connection and, through interaction with my surroundings and using ritual and meditation, pulled me out of my intellectual head-based living.

Answers? Water always takes the path of least resistance. This does not mean that there is no resistance. Life exists as a series of tension and release, buildup and breakthrough. Yin and Yang, the interplay of opposing forces, creating tension, creating release, creating life, creating all that is. This is a lesson from the spring/spirit.

Maybe my question is so big that some of the answers come gradually and slowly. It may take a while to really know what I have learned here and then integrate it. I know this: Any understanding I reach must be a whole understanding, not just a purely intellectual one but a bodily one as well. My body reawakens and re-informs me of its indelible connection when I live outdoors for a while. It takes me into a world where logical and rational thinking are revealed as extremely limiting ways of being. I feel strongly that this is a road to wholeness and Self-actualization.

After the solo quest time the whole group sat in a council circle and shared their stories. The group process was emotionally moving and healing, each person opening and revealing more of themselves through the answers and questions they had received. Afterward we walked back to camp quietly and cooked dinner together.

This retreat lasted three days and nights and by the time it was over I felt very different somehow. The changes I described above were profound and lasting. I really had come out of my head awareness and felt like I now inhabited my body more fully. I was also less emotionally invested in things that I previously would have let push my buttons. For instance, someone cutting in front of me at the gas station did not make me angry, instead I thought it was rather humorous that they were playing this game; I felt very detached and refused to participate; I was not in a hurry to get mine first. This sense of amusement characterized the state of consciousness I was in after being in the wilderness for three days. My sense of self had expanded and with it a greater sense of what was important to me. I was detached from the human-made world of culture and right and wrong, this versus that; it all seemed so silly and such a monumental waste of time and energy. After two or three weeks this slowly wore off and I began acting and reacting less mindfully and more like a culturally programmed person ought to. The lesson here, I believe is that, like mindfulness meditation, the opening and expansion that occurs for me in wilderness is a practice I need to return to regularly.

More recently I underwent a personal rite of passage by going on a vision quest fast in which I found myself alone and without food for three days and nights in Death Valley. The following is an excerpt from the write-up I did about this experience:

I sat for a long time noticing small details in the landscape. Everywhere I looked I saw a type of small grass, dried from the sun and about four or five inches high. I noticed that in the places I’d walked this grass was mostly flattened. It suddenly occurred to me that this tiny ubiquitous plant was what was holding this hillside together. This meant that during the next rain the delicate crust of the desert floor would be washed away in the places where I had stepped on these small plants. I felt ashamed and remembered that I had cleared a place for sleeping on the day I looked for my spot, only to realize that I could see the road from there. I abandoned that spot but had been mindless enough to disturb it before thoroughly checking it out. I felt good, however, about using the sheep-trails during my walks and became more mindful in general about where I placed my feet. For instance, when I urinated, which was very frequently, I always walked the same path so as not to disturb more grass and dirt. This awakening helped to make me more aware and mindful in general as I thought about all the ways that my being here might affect this place.

From this tiny plant I learned lessons about how small things, by the power of their smallness and abundance, helped hold together a world. I also learned first-hand about the symbiotic interdependence of all things. There is not one aspect of this ecosystem that is unimportant. Everything, from the smallest grain of sand, the tiniest ant to the huge mountains I see as the horizon are one system. Distinctions of large and small fall away at this level of awareness. One individual grass stalk may seem tiny and insignificant but look around; there is no end to them! A veritable miniature forest of grass represents one vast organism, which is symbiotically connected to the ground from which it springs. The grass keeps the ground in place and the ground nurtures the grass. I cannot tell you where the grass stops and the earth begins because they are not two separate life forms.

As I sat there realizing all this I understood that it is the same with me and indeed with all that exists. At that moment I could not tell where I stopped and the world began, simply because there was (is) no "I" just one continuous, unfolding process. Although I have had many more experiences in the wilderness, which might be defined as life-changing events, these three are the ones that really stand out for me.

Some people may not be ready for a wilderness experience. They may have grown up in an exclusively urban environment and are so used to this type of lifestyle that they do not know how to be in the wilderness. The following account and speculation comes from my experience and like the above passages reveals some of my bias in this area of thought.

Many years ago I happened to bring a friend up to the beautiful mountains and forests of Southern Humboldt County California. This particular man was originally from New York City and had never spent much time in nature. Robbie was a people person and an extrovert; he was forever in conversation and was always "on-the-go." When I brought him up from Berkeley I thought he would be amazed and awed by the incredible beauty of the Northern California landscape. In short, he was not positively impressed. Robbie talked of how "spooky" and "lonely" the forests and hills felt to him. He couldn’t wait to get back to the city and wondered aloud how anyone could stand to live in such a remote and "desolate" place.

The reasons I lived there were the reasons he wanted to leave. It may be that the land spoke the same message to us both but Robbie received it very differently. Perhaps, confronted with the vast expanse of mountains and forest Robbie could not see himself narcissistically, or otherwise, reflected back to him, as he was constantly accustomed to. It must have felt utterly lonely to him yet he was probably surrounded by more life than he had previously seen or felt.

Echoing the words of Rollo May (1983) quoted previously, Robbie felt "estranged…from the natural world…" alienated, scared and unable to be still and just listen (p. 118).

It has been my experience that being in a forest can be a confusing and unsettling experience if I am mostly in my head/intellect. That is, because most of us spend the majority of our time inside of a "people-box" (house or office, classroom or car) we may have a tendency to lose a particular type of perceptive communication that is not so exclusively rational, intellectual or head-based but is more wholly experiential, sensual and radically organism/environmentally based. In the words of phenomenological psychologist Donald Polkinghorne (1989) "Experience is a reality that results from the openness of human awareness to the world, and it cannot be reduced to either the sphere of the mental or the sphere of the physical" (p. 42).

Without allowing ourselves to fully enter the natural environment we may begin to think that the forest is scary or that the mountains somehow threaten us. If being in a forest seems frightening then our fear can easily become a part of our projected perception of this landscape. Anything we perceive fearfully we have a tendency to want to control, hence the "spooky" forest gets clear-cut, the mountain bulldozed, conquered.

I am wondering what would happen if we didn’t flee the forest when we first felt our projected fear or other emotional or physical discomfort? What might happen if we just sat with our fear, as in therapy when a client no longer avoids a painful emotion? This fear may also be a fear of our own vast potentialities. Surely Robbie did not see the forest as fearful or threatening because of its intense beauty. This forgotten part of ourselves can give us hints that we are so much more than we have imagined. This feeling can threaten entrenched belief systems and our very sense of identity. In my experience if we can somehow allow ourselves to encounter this mystical fright, it changes. As our fear, frustration, anger or other emotional and physical discomfort reaches its apogee it can be replaced or transformed into insight, awe, wonder, gratitude, sadness and a deep non-literal perceptive communication may open to our awareness. We can then come out of living exclusively in our heads. Our bodies have a chance to reawaken, stimulated by an intuitive, inner-"knowing," freed from the confines of exclusive, learned, cultural "head" perception.

This example from my experience reveals the importance of preparation in entering wilderness and that some people have a pre-disposition to want to go into wilderness while others, due to their upbringing or other cultural factors may not have the desire or are simply not psychologically ready to go there.

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Chapter Three: Previous Research and its Impact on this Study

 

The following studies, stories and research findings may go a long way toward exploring possible answers and insights to the questions this study poses.

In an article by Garrett Duncan titled, "The Psychological Benefits of Wilderness" he cites the research of B. L. Driver who with his "colleagues developed one of the most thorough indexes of wilderness benefits. They created a ‘Taxonomy of Wilderness Benefits’ that was divided into two categories, personal and social benefits. Included were some of the benefit categories that are of interest to those examining ecopsychology: developmental, therapeutic/healing, physical health, spiritual, and self-sufficiency. These benefits are often realized by an individual visiting a wilderness area" (1999 p. 3).

Betty B. Rossman and Z. Joseph Ulehla in 1977 reported their wilderness research findings in a paper entitled, "Psychological Reward Values Associated with Wilderness use: A Functional-Reinforcement Approach." Rossman and Ulehla interviewed and administered questionnaires to "47 male and 47 female undergraduate students" (p. 45). Rossman and Ulehla were looking for the answers to four questions: "What are the rewards of wilderness for the individual user? Do they form coherent clusters or factors? How important are they? And, can they be obtained in ‘improved’ environments as well, or is wilderness uniquely essential for their satisfaction?" (p. 44). Rossman and Ulehla found that what participants valued in wilderness "use" was "a chance for spiritually uplifting experience" (p. 47). Answers to particular questions "appeared to reflect reward values attached to a religious or spiritual experience encountered in wilderness settings…In this factor natural settings seemed to be viewed more as sources of renewed and expanded self-identity than as an adversary to be conquered" (p. 51). Rossman and Ulehla state that the "categories of rewards suggested by our importance data were the emotional or spiritual experience, challenge and adventure. Esthetic enjoyment of natural settings, escape from urban stresses, and perhaps and antisocietal influence" (p. 62). In conclusion Rossman and Ulehla report that:

In sum, the results of the present study suggest that there are valued rewards which are highly expected only in natural settings, the more the better; that these rewards form reasonable categories similar to those discovered in previous studies; and that the importance-weighted expectation of obtaining these rewards is related positively to the anticipated usage of these natural settings, were money and distance not obstacles. Thus, social-psychological losses or costs could result from decisions that would render natural settings, and particularly wilderness settings, unavailable to the general public (p. 64).

Wilderness researchers Robert Kaplan and Janet Frey Talbot (1983) attempt to answer the question: what are the "Psychological Benefits of a Wilderness Experience?" (p. 163). Kaplan and Talbot, in Human Behavior and the Environment reveal that the particular wilderness viewpoint in question is rather Eastern in its philosophy. I would like to add that this viewpoint is inherently ecopsychological and also has aspects in common with many Native American worldviews and with indigenous cultures in general. "In this view, wilderness encounters are instructive, and an understanding of natural processes is essential to the correct understanding of one’s role in society. The natural world [in this viewpoint] is not threatening or punishing; indeed, the intent is that by observing natural processes, the individual might become one with them, gaining physical comfort, spiritual insight and worldly wisdom" (p. 164).

Within the context and model of the "psychological benefits of wilderness experiences" there seems to be no "unitary emotional response" (p. 166). Instead of discovering a single psychological event or "emotional response" Kaplan and Talbot report that "…Recent studies have shown…that experiences in natural environments are highly satisfying and that the perceived benefits of these experiences are highly valued" (p. 166). Furthermore, Kaplan and Talbot find that in comparing these studies, "it seems evident that the primary source of these satisfactions is the wilderness environment itself" (p. 166-167).

In light of this information concerning the psychological benefits of such experiences in nature, it would seem more appropriate to ask, "what can happen" in such instances rather than what does happen?" This does not necessarily negate the question concerning what these experiences may have in common. Instead it may point in the direction of finding individual pathways to common experiences, which when divulged may seem diverse yet may contain commonalties in that the process leads to similar insights and feelings within each experience.

In a number of research projects carried out over a ten year period and within the context of wilderness and similar in scope to the well known Outward Bound program, that is, with "the hypothesis that lasting changes in individuals are produced by wilderness experiences" researchers found categorize-able clusters of common psychological experiences and emotional changes. These programs, specifically the "Out-door Challenge Research Program" are designed with the intention of being psychologically valuable to the people involved (p. 167, 168). This is still not to say that all participants experience the same awareness and dynamic changes. However, it is in part the purpose of this study to find whether or not, as Kaplan and Talbot state: "There may be…distinct and identifiable processes involved in the individuals encounter with wilderness" (p. 168).

In one such study Kaplan reported that participants experienced: "A greater sense of concern for other people, a more realistic outlook of one’s own strengths and weaknesses, a greater self-sufficiency in the uses of ones times and talents, and a rather positive view of oneself" (p. 169). The Outdoor Challenge Program includes backpacking in groups in remote, isolated areas, cooperation with others in group projects involving preparing food, setting up camp, finding water, etc., and including two days and nights spent entirely without human companionship. The overall length of the programs studied in this research was two weeks.

The analysis of participants journals and questionnaires produced exciting, fascinating and encouraging results. From the questionnaires researchers found that among various items listed:

The one item that showed no increase was the desire to be in control of one’s activities. The participants’ experiences seem to have left them with an increased sense of purposes in general, a desire to be intensely involved in a variety of interests. The one exception to this finding is in the area of control; the participants’ need for determining their own activities was not increased by their experiences in the wilderness (p. 176).

Excerpts from journals and a generalized analysis of these subjective, empirically based entries are enlightening and show, among other things, an increased sense of mindfulness in relation to surroundings. In answering the question: "what is it like to be here?" posed on day three, people mentioned, "how they are noticing their surroundings in a fuller way, being newly aware of the smells, sights and sounds around them...their new surroundings seem strangely comfortable to them, surprisingly familiar: it feels ‘just natural’ to be here, ‘like an earlier time when things were closer’ " (p. 177).

Kaplan and Talbot report that "By the fifth day, people are beginning to feel that the trip is more than a comfortable, enjoyable experience. They express a new sense of self-confidence…[expressing] a deep sense of peacefulness and tranquility; they are ‘free and happy and relaxed’ in their surroundings" (p. 178).

In reading the findings from the research compiled by Kaplan and Talbot it seems that each day increases the enhanced feelings of awe and wonder, seemingly facilitating in participants a new vision of themselves and their place in the world. On day seven, for example:

For many participants there is eventually a surprising sense of revelation, as both environment and the self are newly perceived and seem newly wondrous. The wilderness inspires feelings of awe and wonder, and one’s intimate contact with this environment leads to thoughts about spiritual meanings and eternal processes. Individuals feel better acquainted with their own thoughts and feelings, and they feel "different" in some way-calmer, at peace with themselves, "more beautiful on the inside and unstifled." They appreciate the slow pace of things, and they appreciate their privacy and the chance to attend to their own thoughts rather than being concerned with others’ activities (p. 178).

The solo experience, as described by Kaplan and Talbot, is more or less a microcosm of the entire wilderness experience. That is, participants repeat the initial "first day" phase of apprehension and anxiety followed by increased awareness, "exhilaration and awe as well as an increased understanding of the environment and one’s relationship to that surrounding reality" (p. 178).

The findings from this particular research project were clustered into four main categories: 1. Situational stress, including discomfort, fears and anxieties around "dealing with strangers, accomplishing cooperative tasks and coping with unfamiliar surroundings." 2. Enjoyment, which includes, "having fun, doing nothing, feeling good" and having mainly to do with stress reduction. 3. Fascination, including "delight in sensory inputs…[relishing in] physical reactions to the surroundings and other activities" (p. 179).

The fourth, and most important category as far as my research is concerned, is the category called "Perceptual Changes." Perceptual changes include "individual’s feelings about themselves" (p. 179). Kaplan and Talbot found that: "Individuals begin to notice small details in their surroundings-not necessarily anything new, but subtle relationships or elements they may have never appreciated before" (p. 179). People began to "feel comfortable in their natural surroundings [and] are surprised at how easily this sense of belonging has developed." Accompanying these perceptual changes is "a growing sense of wonder and a complex awareness of spiritual meanings as individuals feel at one with nature." Self perception changes include enjoying finding out about themselves, "their own feelings, they think of their futures, and they feel more sure of who they are and what they want to do" (pp. 179, 180, 181).

Kaplan and Talbot, in compiling the large amount of information from the various studies comment that: "One of the unexpected findings of this research has been the existence of benefits more profound and far-reaching than we had anticipated" (p. 196). "These benefits appear to unfold gradually during the course of a wilderness trip and seem to include self-insights that imply lasting changes in the participants" (p. 192). These "profound and far-reaching" benefits include lasting changes in self perception. Some reported feeling "older, wiser, less inhibited; learning how to act like myself" (p.183). Other lasting changes include what Kaplan and Talbot call the "Wilderness Perspective," which speaks to reordered life-priorities and self-insights like the ones listed above. In general, as a result of their wilderness experience people found their life priorities aligned differently. That is, "concerns that had seemed urgent before the wilderness trip were less important now…Apparently, reactions to the wilderness experience include an increased ability to distinguish the significant from the trivial" (p. 184). "The self that individuals have become more aware of through this experience seems more closely allied with the natural environment than with the everyday environment of buildings and streets, which seem flat, ugly, and boring by comparison" (p. 182). Overall, participants remember the experience of nature tranquility "as a peaceful, relaxed environment…" (p. 183).

In categorizing these psychological benefits Kaplan and Talbot present a kind of timeline, which roughly tracks which benefits appear according to how long participants have actually been in the natural, wilderness setting. "The first category of benefits, appearing in the journal on Days 3 and 4, involves an intense awareness of the relationship between the individual and the physical environment" (p. 192). Features of this "intense awareness" are, as mentioned previously, "fascination…less employment of effortful (i.e., voluntary) attention." Kaplan and Talbot say here that the increasing feelings of "enjoyment" are "likely to be a reflection of the decreased need to force oneself to attend" (pp. 192-193). That is, in contrast to our "normal" or culturally adapted need to force otherwise spontaneous acts like focusing attention, the wilderness experience gradually, over time, shows us that this specialized form of focused concentration or attention is no longer needed. One can attend to whatever may "grab" your attention or interest but there is a marked contrast between this type of awareness or wilderness consciousness and our "civilized" culturally adapted awareness in which many stimuli may be simultaneously vying for our attention. This diversity of stimuli represents a difficulty "in remaining" effective, explain Kaplan and Talbot, in that we must struggle to make distinctions between relevant and irrelevant stimuli according to the task we may be performing or attempting. "This struggle to remain effective requires the sort of effort James called ‘voluntary attention’ " (p. 191). In the "wilderness experience" one then experiences an enhanced freedom of attention. In other words, "…it is quite safe to attend to what one feels like attending to in the wilderness environment" (p. 193). This represents a much less "crazy-making" environment than the typical urban or suburban dweller might normally experience. In light of these findings it seems that all of our hectic activity, mental and physical can be viewed as a defense, a wall, which serves to prevent self-reflection. As C.G. Jung once said, "…Noise protects us from painful reflection, it scatters our anxious dreams" (Sabini, 1995, p. 13).

The second "category of benefits, which appears around day 5, is at a noticeably deeper level." This category is centered around feelings of increased "self-confidence and a sense of tranquility…Things are starting to fit together at many levels. There is little external distraction and, correspondingly, little internal noise." Furthermore, Kaplan and Talbot (1983) report that: "Participants give the impression of having discovered something of great importance that they hope will have a place in whatever they do…" (p. 193).

What Kaplan and Talbot call the "third major benefit category" seems to "appear around day 7." This particular category is characterized by a "strong inclination toward contemplation, and with it comes a feeling of relatedness to the surrounding environment that approaches awe." Arising with this tendency is a greater "…harmony among one’s perceptions, … so great that there is now room for internally generated perception and thought--room, in other words, for contemplation" (p. 193).

The participants contemplate their recent discoveries concerning, not only self-insights but insights having to do with the nature of "their relationship to the natural world" and "about possibilities for feelings that they had not known existed" (p. 193, 194).

Kaplan and Talbot seem surprised by the profound discoveries and insights participants reported. Once again a central aspect of behavioral changes that took place in participants was a decrease of the need to feel in control of their surroundings. Kaplan and Talbot make the remarkable statement that: "There is a tendency to abandon the implicit purpose of control because it is unnecessary and impossible" (p. 194). This feature of the research findings is of particular interest to my research and to the passage from Kaplan and Talbot which I quoted earlier in this text having to do with the Eastern approach to the natural environment. Taoism in particular stresses the wisdom of non-controlling or letting alone and of aligning oneself with the way or Tao of nature. With these findings in mind it seems that this philosophy is, rather than being an exclusive property of the Asian or Eastern philosophy, accessible to anyone as a kind of earth-wisdom or teaching directly from the source of life. The contemplation reported here also seems remarkably similar to the Taoist Wu Wei or creative quietude, also "not doing." Furthermore, "this finding parallels the pattern of results obtained by Feingold (1979). His "aesthetic-transpersonal" factor, one of the three major components of wilderness benefits that he obtained, "related to feeling less in control or dominant in the environment" (p. 194).

The issue of relinquishing the need to control reveals a further parallel with the Taoist viewpoint in the following statement: "They [participants] abandon any illusion of control in favor of a less dominant but more trusting relationship, and in the process they are likely to reassess their place in the world and their relationship to the natural world in particular. In all these respects the wilderness environment plays a specific content role in the contemplative process of the participants" (p. 198). Participants also "discovered unanticipated possibilities within themselves, and found that they could function quite comfortably in a more unassuming fashion as an integral part of a larger whole" (p. 195).

As these research findings unfold they seem to take on more psychological dimensions which point towards what might be considered higher states of functioning and awareness. I am reminded here not only of the philosophy of Taoism and Buddhism but of the writings and ideas put forth by transpersonal psychologists such as Maslow. These reported wilderness experiences and the facilitation of certain insights and awareness of Self sound remarkably like what has been termed by transpersonal psychologists, specifically Maslow, "peak experiences" (Maslow, 1968, p. 111). It is revealing to compare the following statement from Kaplan and Talbot (1983) with one of Maslow’s: "They [participants] have discovered a different self in the wilderness setting-a self less conflicted, more integrated, more desirable" (p. 195). Clearly this is extremely relevant to, or possibly identical to what Maslow (1968) terms "being one’s real self" (p. 106). Further, "wholeness; unity; integration; tendency to one-ness; interconnectedness…" are some of the features of what Maslow calls "Being Values" in "peak experiences" (p. 83). Maslow offers a parallel, in his description of "Peak experiences as acute identity experiences" to our participants’ lack of need for control. Maslow states that in this experience, "He is no longer wasting effort fighting and restraining himself…Now there is no waste…He becomes like a river without dams" And elsewhere, "He is now most free of blocks, inhibitions, cautions, fears, doubts, controls…" (pp. 106-107). With this in mind it seems that the wilderness experience or "effect" may point in the direction of self-actualization.

The "psychological ‘benefits’ of a wilderness experience" as reported by Kaplan and Talbot seem also to imply greater spiritual awareness as well as leading to integration of self and a keener awareness of interconnectedness, identity and one’s place in the world. Kaplan and Talbot mention that other researchers have found similar benefits and cite the research of Rossman and Ulehla, (1977) who concluded that "certain benefits, such as experiencing ‘tranquility’ and a ‘different’ perspective on life; were considered vastly more likely to occur in natural than in built environments" (Altman & Wohlwill, 1983, p. 198).

Kaplan and Talbot (1983) divide their psychological benefits into two categories. Their words on these categories I find enlightening, encouraging and, like the findings presented above, they represent a validation of my own experiences in wilderness: "The first of these ‘health-related experiences,’ included ‘mental relaxation’ and ‘feelings of receptivity and harmony with the environment’. The second, which Feingold (1979) labeled ‘aesthetic-transpersonal experiences,’ included ‘awareness of beauty and flux of the natural world,’ ‘perceptual alertness,’ ‘personal insight,’ and ‘expanded identity.’ " Kaplan and Talbot then conclude that: "There is growing evidence that nature in general and wilderness in particular do make a substantial difference in benefits obtained. There are certain characteristic patterns which occur in wilderness surroundings, and these are not the same as those enjoyed by urban vacationers" (p. 198).

In conclusion Kaplan and Talbot cluster wilderness influences into three groupings: "1. Tranquility, peace, silence. 2. Integration, wholeness. 3. Oneness." Group one, tranquility, peace and silence, as Kaplan and Talbot point out, regrettably have not generally been highly valued by mainstream psychology. For correlative information on this and the other two categories, integration, wholeness and oneness, we must look toward third and fourth force psychology or humanistic, transpersonal and of course ecopsychology. Group two, integration and wholeness makes strong correlations relevant to humanistic and transpersonal psychology. The authors write: "This concept is related to the idea that the achievement of self-identity is a significant developmental goal." Here the authors place an emphasis on "coherence of identity" over "distinctiveness" and draw parallels in the interaction of "this idea and the tranquility concept" in that the less internal noise there is the "greater the self-integration…and hence the greater the tranquility. Conversely, tranquility is a state that makes contemplation possible and contemplation may be necessary for the achievement and maintenance of integration" (p. 200). The above is a more western scientific way of saying what in Buddhist or phenomenological terms would be seen as a mutual co-arising of tranquility and contemplation in a sort of tranquility/integration whole or gestalt, where tranquility and contemplation co-constitute each other.

The third category of "oneness" is defined as, "the sense of being at one with the universe" (p. 200). Kaplan and Talbot note that "this seems to be another case of what might be called a spiritual dimension of human experience, to which [mainstream] psychology has given relatively little attention" (p. 200). The authors add a poignant comment at the end of their presentation about how they "were impressed by the durability of that residue in the human makeup that still resonates so strongly to these remote, uncivilized places" (p. 200). The sense of oneness or wholeness is precisely that feeling conveyed in the stories told by Harper, Leonard and Glendinning earlier in this text. Can this "resonating" with nature, this "oneness" be considered a peak, apex or essence of optimal human experience both psychologically and spiritually as the wilderness effect?

Along these same third and fourth force psychological lines of thought Neil R. Scott, M.D. (1974) put forth the idea "that outdoor recreation such as backpacking, canoeing, nature study, and mountaineering in a wilderness setting offers to the participant a unique opportunity for psychological growth" (p. 231). Scott equates this "psychological growth" with Maslow’s theories of self-actualization and cites artists, writers and naturalists such as, Thoreau, Catlin, Muir, Eiseley and Aldo Leopold, saying that they "were highly self-actualized people who used wilderness experiences to further their growth; their writings suggest that peak experiences aided their understanding of the environment" (p. 235, 236). Scott also cites "conceptual frameworks other than that of Maslow" including that of Bucke who cited Thoreau, Emerson and Whitman in his study of "cosmic consciousness" (p. 236). Scott states that "Jung personally received tremendous inspiration from nature and mountains and perceived in the latter an expression of man’s potential" (p. 236). Scott’s expectations were "that wilderness experiences are more likely to foster self-actualization and the occurrence of peak experiences than outdoor activity in more degraded environments" (p. 236). Thus, Scott postulated that the more often one has wilderness experiences the more likely that person will have peak experiences and become self-actualized.

Wilderness researchers Robert A. Young and Rick Crandall (1984) attempted to put Scott’s hypothesis to the test. The purpose of Young and Crandall’s research was "to provide an empirical test of the prediction that wilderness users are more self-actualized than occasional users" (p. 149). Young and Crandall cite and discuss the viewpoints of some recreational practitioners. "For instance, Farina (1974) wrote that ‘self-actualization could be considered as the end goal of leisure’ " (p. 150). Young and Crandall also cite Swan (1977) who "believes that individuals ‘placed in a wilderness environment that is not threatening experience joy and can have what the late Abraham Maslow called ‘peak experiences’ or ‘moments of transcendence’ " (p. 150). Young and Crandall point out that Maslow "reported that his group of high self-actualizers liked solitude and privacy more than the average person and that they reported ‘peak experiences’ which are like those reported by wilderness users" (p. 151). Wilderness experience surely would fulfill the aesthetic needs of self-actualizing people and in this sense correlates nicely with Maslow’s theory and Scott’s hypothesis.

Young and Crandall concluded that:

Wilderness users were found to be more self-actualizing than non-users and potential users were more self-actualized than potential non-users. Self-actualization was also found to be positively related to wilderness attitudes. However, frequent wilderness users were no more self-actualized than occasional users. Wilderness may be used by some individuals as a self-actualizing experience (p. 149).

Young and Crandall go on to say:

The results of this study provide slight support for Scott’s and other’s suggestions that wilderness users are more self-actualized than non-users. Although wilderness users scored significantly higher on a self-actualization scale than non-users, and those higher in self-actualization had slightly greater approval of wilderness and were more preservation oriented, all the differences were very small. At this point, we cannot contradict Peterson’s (1971) suggestion that wilderness users are a non-random segment of the population. Thus, the weak trends obtained could be accounted for self-selection. This makes possible relationship 2 which suggests that ‘self-actualization may cause wilderness use either directly or through moderating variables’ (p. 158).

This last statement assumes a kind of linear causality, meaning that one thing or event causes another. Phenomenological methods of research and philosophy see these events or attitudes as co-constituting one another. This viewpoint breaks the linear causal pattern paradox in that it sees these things as mutually co-arising rather than one being apriori and causing the other to "happen." The phenomenological view avoids the problem of infinite regression inherent in notions involving linear causality. With this in mind the possible relationship between self-actualization and wilderness "use" takes on a different meaning. Rather than seeing self-actualization as being caused by wilderness "use" or vice versa they are seen as a whole or gestalt in which each creates the other in a non-linear fashion.

Finally, Young and Crandall conclude that, "It is always difficult to prove that an effect is weak or non-existent. Some groups of wilderness users may be highly self-actualized" (p. 158).

Joan Snyder (1988) conducted a qualitative, heuristic study titled, The Experience of Really Feeling Connected to Nature. The following information is gleaned from the abstract of her doctoral dissertation. In Snyder’s study fifteen women participated "in extensive interviews regarding their experience, with particular focus on psychological qualities and meanings inherent in connectedness to nature" (p. 1). Snyder found that four central themes emerged:

(1) Nature is perceived as sacred and inspiring, (2) A sense of oneness and unity is evoked in encounters with nature, (3) Emotional, physical, and spiritual needs are fulfilled, and (4) A desire to reciprocate is evoked, a caring for and enrichment of nature. The study points to the urgency of relating to nature, the significance of the nourishing and illuminating qualities of connectedness, and the value of synergetic collaboration with the natural world around us. Through connectedness and harmony, we may be inspired to restore what we have endangered in our efforts to dominate the earth (p. 1).

The following is a very moving verbatim account from an initial interview with one of Snyder’s co-researchers (subjects):

Yeah, I have a number of times when I have felt really connected to nature. The first one that I think of happened in 1979. I went out West alone to Estes Park and hiked the trails…I was walking along the trail, and all of a sudden I came to a tree that had been newly damaged. Either the wind had taken out the top of it, or maybe it had been struck by lightning, I don’t know what happened to it. But the tree stood…it exposed its core and its core was so beautiful in the sunlight. It was a tawny golden light. The light seemed to come right out of it. The sun was on it. There was a specialness…(hand to heart)…like a cathedral. I walked up to it. I had to touch it and I cried…I had the sense that things were going to be okay. I just stood there for quite a while….when I touched the tree I felt a warmth stir in my solar plexus. The tree was saying "I know you." It was like a reunion…It was like a Gestalt, a completion….in my family system the way we dealt with spirituality was to brush it aside and say, "feeling a little hokey today?" But I couldn’t, I didn’t want to brush it aside. The feeling I got from that tree and the connection I got was to nature…It was something more than me…a promise. A nurturance, a being there, a centeredness, a fulfillment. And it was in my heart, right to my heart. I just had a feeling of peacefulness and calmness throughout…God, the beauty of it, you know, like a beautiful piece of wood that you can’t, you just cannot keep your hands off. I have to touch it, I have to feel it. I’m a tree hugger. I like to put my face right up the bark and put my arms around it. (Moustakas, 1990, pp. 59, 60).

This quote recalls again the accounts cited earlier in this text that have to do with the feeling of oneness. The above passage, along with the other direct quotes from people’s experiences cited in this study, helps to show simultaneously the diversity of experience and the possibility of finding some unity in the psychological and spiritual meaning arising from wilderness experience.

Psychologist, professor and wilderness group leader Robert Greenway (1995) began "incorporating wilderness experiences into Peace Corps training programs in the 1960’s…as a retreat from cultural dominance. Greenway believes "that a marriage of the two fields [education and wilderness experience] was essential for an understanding, if not a healing, of the human-nature relationship" (p. 123). As a psychology professor at Sonoma State University Greenway implemented, taught and led a wilderness experience course over a period of several years. In Greenway’s own words, "…the escape to wilderness, became a very self-conscious study of the dramatic changes people go through during extended (and carefully structured) stays there." Greenway’s thoughtfully planned trips were "designed to encourage participants to leave behind the props of culture and enter fully into wilderness" (p. 124).

Greenway’s wilderness trips always involved ritual with "special attention…paid to crossing the boundary into wilderness, often in the form of a river or stream." After a few days when participants would speak of being "home" Greenway "would know that [they] had crossed into wilderness psychologically as well as physically (p. 124). As in the previously cited study by Kaplan and Talbot (1983), Greenway’s wilderness course included some alone time. There were, however, other activities and features all which may have had the effect of facilitating or quickening the emergence of psychological benefits. These were: "all-night chanting rituals; climbs to peaks at sunrise or sunset or in silence in the moonlight; separate camps for several days for men and women, with ritualized ways of coming back together; and more rarely exploring the wilderness together" (p. 125). The following passages may help one to feel what this experience is like: "…Just being in the wilderness, alone and together, and the simple acts of living and moving together, leaving no trace, cooking and sleeping, tuning into fire and water and various celestial events, became the fully occupying agenda. Together we experience the incredible drama of a genuine relationship between humans and nature unfolding" (p. 125). Greenway talks of a special, magical moment occurring while the group was sitting in circle near the river:

...Without quite knowing how it happened, distance disappeared and there was an openness into ourselves that was an openness to each other, that embraced the pool, the river, and farther out into the wilderness, the ‘other world’ the whole Earth, the universe. We looked frankly at each other, enjoying our clear eyes, our health; smiling, weeping, we saw each other as if for the first time, as if there had never been any distance (pp. 126, 127).

These and similar passages help to convey the deepness, the opening processes which one can experience through wilderness. Greenway also asks extremely important questions, very similar to the questions my study asks. For instance Greenway asks:

Apart from our stories and poetry, what can be said about the wilderness experience using ecological and psychological language that does justice to the experience and accurately enhances our understanding of it? What is this much-vaunted "wilderness effect?" Does our struggle to describe it didactically help us develop an "ecopsychology" let alone suggest paths of healing the human disjunction with nature that appears to be destroying possibilities for a human future on this planet? (p. 127).

Greenway talks of "entering the wilderness psychologically as well as physically" and believes that we enter wilderness more fully to the extent that we are able to "leave culture behind." That is, as Greenway says, "if we’re ‘culture bound’—that is, locked into a voracious web of reinforcements that continually penetrate and are in turn supported by our collective mental processes," then we will not be fully able to open ourselves to the kind of psychological changes that can take place in the wilderness (pp. 127,128).

Release of repression and "release of the inevitable controls that exist in any culture" are an important part of the wilderness experience for many participants according to Greenway. It is also important to note that those "who speak of this benefit tend to see its source…in the ‘internal wilderness’ of physiology, instincts, archetypes, and the like" (p. 128). Furthermore, according to Greenway, there seems to be no unified or single psychological, physical event or process, which can be described as happening with all participants; the processes tend to defy description, at least in English Words. Greenway points out that "we are dealing with an extremely diverse experience which each person tends to remember and to interpret differently." With this in mind it became obvious to Greenway that he was "attempting to explore an experience of such depth and complexity that the terms ‘ineffable’ or ‘spiritual’ are appropriate. It appears to be an experience of exquisite beauty and clear impact for most people, and one that dissolves upon return to the urban culture or places the individual in more or less severe conflict with that culture" (p. 128).

After teaching the wilderness course for a few years Greenway began conducting his own research. "From more than 1,380 persons…700 questionnaires, 700 interviews, 52 longitudinal studies, and more than 300 personal responses to trips" (p. 128).

The following are some of Greenway’s "preliminary descriptive statistics:"

90 percent of respondents described an increased sense of aliveness, wellbeing, and energy;

90 percent stated that the experience allowed them to break an addiction (defined very broadly-from nicotine to chocolate and other foods);

80 percent found the return very positive;

53 percent of those found that within two days the positive feelings had turned to depression;

77 percent described a major life change upon return (in personal relationships, employment, housing, or life-style);

38 percent of those changes "held true" after five years;

60 percent of the men and 20 percent of the women stated that a major goal of the trip was to "come home" to nature;

60 percent of all respondents stated that they had adopted at least one ritual or contemplative practice learned on the trip;

17 percent of those studied longitudinally (nine out of fifty) stated that they were still doing the practice after five years;

92 percent cited "alone time" as the single most important experience of the trip; getting up before dawn and climbing a ridge or peak in order to greet the sun was cited by 73 percent of the respondents as the second most important experience of the trip. "Community" or fellowship of the group was cited by 80 percent as the third most important experience (pp. 128, 129).

Greenway also reports finding remarkable changes in dream patterns:

"76 percent of all respondents reported dramatic changes in quantity, vividness, and context of dreams after about seventy-two hours of entering into the wilderness; 82 percent of those expressed a change in content of dreams from ‘busy’ or ‘urban’ scenarios at the outset to dreams about the group or some aspect of the wilderness." Greenway’s poignant and remarkably insightful comment on the dream findings are worthy of note: "It seems on the average to take three or four days for people’s dreams to catch up with them! As I have said, not completely in jest, this pattern suggests that our culture is only four days deep" (pp. 128, 129).

Greenway, in his discussion of his findings asks, "What might all this mean?" I believe he goes a long ways toward answering his own question when he says that:

In general, we think we are seeing the wide divergence between Western culture and pristine wilderness writ vividly on the psyches of those experiencing extended stays away from "cultural reinforcement" and "vulnerable" to the natural dynamics of wilderness. We would infer from this that small, tribe-like communities, sitting around fires at night, intimacy with celestial events, and the like are indeed familiar to us, are experiences not that far "below" our cultural programming (p. 130).

As for the "psychological changes taking place in the wilderness" Greenway explains, "that there is a shift from culturally reinforced, dualism-producing reality processing to a more nondualistic mode. In essence, consciousness remains, but the dominance of consciousness by the need-crazed egoic process (especially the making of distinctions) diminishes, leaving a simpler, "nonegoic" awareness in its wake" (pp. 131, 132).

Greenway goes on to draw parallels between the wilderness experience and "the psychedelic and meditation experiences." What he sees that these experiences share in common is their "non-goal-oriented awareness" (p. 132). This "non-goal-oriented awareness" seems remarkably similar to the reports of Kaplan and Talbot’s subjects diminished need for control. Greenway also reinforces the Eastern approach Kaplan and Talbot mentioned, which is basically Taoist in orientation, when he says: "We could say that when humans can open their consciousness to natural processes, they find ‘nature reinforcing itself’ " (p. 132).

Although psychologist and wilderness group leader Steven Harper (1995) has not actually done research per se, his accounts of his participant’s experiences in wilderness and his own words on this phenomenon add a welcome depth and color to this exploration. Harper believes that:

One of the first things almost everyone experiences [upon entering wilderness] is an enlivening of the five senses…This awakening of our senses…is a subtly powerful and underrated experience. People learn how greatly some of our basic modes of perception have been dulled in order to survive in the urban world… (p. 189).

Harper tells of a computer programmer named Dan who had a tendency to hide in his "cocoon-like tent" while everyone else slept under the night sky. "Finally," writes Harper, "one full-moon night, the group gently urged him to try a night outside exposed to the elements…Upon awakening the next morning Dan proceeded to share his delight in watching the moon travel the night sky" (p. 188). After this experience Dan opened up and divulged to the group feelings about his isolation: "Insulated from human contact…He saw that his life had become void of living things, to the point where he was afraid of almost any human contact. From that morning on "Dan engaged more with other group members" (pp. 188, 189).

Dan clearly experienced an increase in self-confidence and I venture to say also an openness of heart, which may have helped deepen the process both for him and the group, as evidenced by the following passage: Dan "talked the whole group into an early morning dip in the nearby ice-cold stream. We walked to the trailhead that day energized and feeling fully alive" (p. 189).

Another participant overcame her fear of snakes during her solo time. In reaction to a king snake slithering through her camp Jan "decided [she] must become the snake." Jan, in her own words to Steven Harper and the group, said:

I fashioned a snake mask from bark and grass. I began, self consciously at first, moving and making sounds as a snake. I spent what felt like hours lying on the ground undulating and hissing. I shifted from thought to raw feeling and felt alive, sensuous, and on fire, all at once. I spoke as the snake to Jan. I told her she had deadened herself to her passion, to her ability to move with strength and sensuality (p. 195).

Harper also tells of a mother in transition whose children were now grown and gone. Marcie was gripped with fear that she would fall off the "mildly steep section of the trail" she was on. This wilderness trail reflected and symbolized Marcie’s existential situation in life. "After some minutes of deep sobbing, she began to relate to her larger fear of falling from the trail of the life she had known for so many years" (p. 193). With encouragement from Harper "to enter into [her] feelings" Marcie recovered her sense of groundedness and was able to move on and up (p. 193). Marcie, in a sense, used the environment as a metaphoric and therapeutic mirror for her identity crisis. It seems that wilderness, when used in this way, can become a powerful ally for self-knowing.

As Harper says: "In all the trips I lead I see wilderness as our primary teacher. For this reason I consciously acknowledge the transitions of entering and leaving the wilderness with rituals" (p. 191). Harper’s focus is on "those transformations offered by wilderness directly. Wilderness is a way and a tradition in its own right. If we are willing to be still and open enough to listen, wilderness itself will teach us" (p. 185). Echoing the words of Kaplan and Talbot in the Eastern view of wilderness talked of earlier Harper explains that: "When we are truly willing to step into the looking glass of nature and contact wilderness, we uncover a wisdom much larger than our small everyday selves. Uninterrupted and undisturbed nature takes care of itself" (p. 185).

Harper also talks of a period of adjustment and an "optimum length of the stay…which allows people to achieve a certain feeling of belonging. For this to happen, there should be enough time for individuals to undergo the "midcourse blues,"…Once the group has gone through this transition, interesting things begin to happen. We find that we no longer feel like outsiders or visitors; we feel at home in wild nature" (p. 187).

This last sentence may prove to be one of the most all-encompassing statements of nature re-connecting and wilderness practice. I say this because it may very well be that the feeling of being welcome and "at home" in our "ecos" or home is precisely the feeling of mutual acceptance and safety required for optimal human psychological and eco-system reciprocal, sustainable functioning.

The last research I will cite is the phenomenological study of Dr. Elizabeth Bragg (1996). Bragg used a technique with her co-researchers she calls "rapport interviewing," which she describes as lying "methodologically between the standard structured interview and the unstructured interviews commonly recommended by feminist researchers" (p. 3). Bragg "created a comprehensive series of open-ended questions about different aspects of people’s relationship with nature" (p. 3). The following is a small sample of Dr. Bragg’s interview results, which she says are "typical of the responses that I classified as displaying a sense of ‘spiritual oneness’ with nature" (p. 4):

Many participants described spiritual experiences in the rainforest. Eleanor Matthews, for example, a school-teacher and environmental activist, described the relaxing of boundaries of the individual self, akin to the deep ecological concept of ecological self. "I feel as though I am allowing the outside into me, rather than trying to preserve my space for myself, by shutting out noise, or things of that sort."

Rosey, a single mother of three living an alternative lifestyle amidst the rainforest, when asked how she usually feels in natural environments, answered, "Very small. Very small yet expansive. Very insignificant and yet in touch with everything that…you know how the primitive tribes are short-sighted because they can’t see long distances because they’re so close to the forest…I feel like I can, my spirit can spread amongst the trees."

In this quotation Rosey makes an oblique reference to the indigenous forest people, and their co-evolution with the forest, adapting their physical vision and spiritual vision in ways to suit life in that environment….As Linsey, a young woman who had originally connected to the forest through European fairies, explained, ‘I do feel a spiritual connection, it’s a faint thing that’s growing stronger, that I’m learning about just by sitting and looking at it. I used to think that I’m not really part of that because I’m not Aboriginal or something.’ It was interesting to note, however, as Linsey continued to explain this alienation, that her story assumed the reality of Aboriginal spirits….

The words "soul" and "spirit," and the concepts of "merging" and being "at one" with nature, were largely confined to the alternative lifestylers and to a lesser extent the environmental activists. It appears that ‘spiritual oneness with the rainforest’ is part of a "new-age" sub-cultural discourse, although I question whether it is a sub-culturally specific experience (merely being articulated in "mainstream" ways). The most overtly "spiritual" experiences of participants corresponded most closely to an Eastern mysticism, a cosmological identification with the whole environment, and the dissolving of the ego. The absolute awe inherent in this experience is well expressed by a very active environmentalist, John Irwin, who described it using more biological, and less spiritual, language. "It’s a humbling thing too. Particularly environments where there’s a lot of diversity and you can feel things buzzing around you, particularly mangroves and rainforests. That’s a humbling thing because you can sit down and nothing cares less whether you’re there or not. But you feel part of it. And it’s also the same sort of experience when you go out into a very arid bare landscape, like the central deserts, and just this little figure in a very vast area. It’s just a really good feeling to be walking along, you know there’s a lot of things living around there, but it’s sort of invigorating because oh, how to explain it? You feel like a concentration of life walking along when you’re not surrounded by other obvious things.

John’s account illustrates the ineffability of sacred experience as he struggles to use conventional language to describe the realms of the spirit and the soul (pp. 4, 5).

This concludes the review section on the research and material that is relevant to this study. Many of these pertinent research findings and other relevant writings will be referred to in the discussion and implications section of this study.

 

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Chapter Four: Phenomenological Inquiry

Methodology

Co-researchers (also referred to in this text as interviewees and co-investigators) were selected on the basis of their reports of having had the required extended (3 to 5 days or more) stays in a wilderness or natural environment setting. Most co-researchers reported stays of at least 1 to 2 weeks. Twelve co-researchers, 6 male, 6 female, were contacted and each consented to sit for an approximately one hour-long interview. Interviews were taped for the purpose of transcribing. The phenomenological inquiry methods and analysis of data as described by Polkinghorne (1989) and Hycner (1985) were used in this study. Co-researchers were asked a series of open-ended questions having to do with their experiences in wilderness. See appendix B for the list of interview questions.

Personal Bias from Personal Experience

Limitations of the Study

Seven of the twelve co-researchers also drew from their experiences in nature during vision quest fasts. The vision quest fast involves 3 to 4 days and nights alone in a wilderness setting without companionship and without food. No attempt was made to single out the aspects of the vision quest or fasting as a distinct variable as compared to other non-fasting co-researchers whose experiences all included some solo time. Co-researchers ranged from vision questors to those involved in a wilderness experience class taught at SSU in the 1980’s, to leading youth trips on extended backpacking trips to one mountain climber and one Native American who was raised in wilderness and tribal society. All co-researchers were asked to reflect on their experiences, whether it be during a vision quest fast or an extended backpacking or camping trip. Some co-researchers drew from the memory of relatively recent experiences, others from experiences ranging from as long ago as 1980 to their childhood. Ten co-researchers are college educated with degrees ranging from Bachelors to Doctorates completed and in progress.

Analysis focused on the inherent structure and meaning of the thematic content of each interview.

Results and Discussion

Four clusters of aspects of meaning emerged from an analysis of the twelve interviews. I have chosen to call these meaning aspects rather than units, as they do not fit well into clearly defined separate categories as the word unit implies. An analysis of the interviews revealed that the themes which emerged are likened to studying the facets of a jewel. In this sense the wilderness experience seems to break down into analyzable aspects which overlap into each other to a considerable extent. These aspects of wilderness effect have no clearly defined or delineated boundaries. This feature of the study made it difficult at times to decide which sub-themes belong under certain more encompassing aspects of experience. Each meaning aspect contains sub-aspects or themes, which increase the range of experience under that particular heading.

At first it seemed that these meaning aspects might be hierarchically related in a kind of sequential fashion. Further analysis of interviews revealed that no such relationship is necessary nor does the data bear this out. That is to say there is no particular order that these events or experiences occur within but that they have a tendency to arise differently with different people. Rather, it seems that these four aspects and their respective sub-aspects or themes co-constitute one another in that they facilitate further processing of generalized modes of experiencing and awareness. With this in mind the order in which these aspects are presented is not intended to suggest a hierarchical or linear causal pattern. The one exception may be the aspect I have chosen to call attuning opening and entering wilderness. This aspect may show a tendency to appear first and facilitate the other aspects and themes of wilderness experience to co-arise in no particular order or pattern simply because it involves the act of arriving. See appendix C for a list of the four meaning aspect clusters.

Meaning Aspect Cluster One: Attuning to, Opening to and Entering Wilderness

Eleven out of twelve of my co-researchers talked of some type of attuning, opening or entering process which served to bring them to the wilderness mentally and psychologically as well as physically. Attuning to, opening to and entering wilderness includes the sub-aspects of reduced mind chatter, a general slowing down, being in the moment, relaxing, getting "in synch" with nature, "surrendering," a lessened need for control and a sense of simplicity. This aspect included a further sub-category of intention, sacred attitude and alone or solo time.

One co-researcher describes his attunement experience in part as a lessening of mind chatter and talks of a type of focused awareness:

…Being in nature is an incredible respite. It’s a time for my mind to unwind. The unwinding feels like an organic process…When I’m back in civilization I need to do some meditation…But once I get to nature it’s a matter of just letting go. I might go for a walk, and I’ll be thinking about all kinds of things. It’s not really so much that I’m trying to figure anything out--it’s kind of like reeling off a tape on a ticker-tape, as they reel off there’s more and more space and after a while…something starts to move in, empty, quiet, aware. My attention is focused on the natural world, not focused like oh that’s this kind of plant but where my awareness is focused from moment to moment. Being in nature on the earth but you’re aware of the experience of nature is a sort of beginning to dance with the world (co-researcher #7).

This excerpt is a superb example of the decrease of mind chatter, leading to a kind of here and now focused awareness marked by a quietness and a slowing of the thought process into a more spacious, empty feeling, not so filled with random mind wanderings. This particular quotation also illustrates how attuning or opening to wilderness may facilitate the opening into other meaning aspects of this experience. For example in the last sentence, "beginning to dance with the world" makes the subtle transition from attuning and opening to the second major meaning aspect of oneness with nature, participating or feeling at home in wilderness. In studying the interviews further the attuning process theme more fully emerges as a slowing down trend and as a transition into wilderness. The following passage gives one a feel for the slowing, sense enlivening and present moment focus of the attuning phase from another perspective:

Well for me it usually takes a couple of days for my mind to slow down and to really arrive; for me to forget about the bills and the answering machine and all those things that we have to take care of in our lives and culture. But for me it’s about slowing down my mind in a lot of ways. It seems a lot easier to be present in the present moment out in nature; my senses become more alive. I notice more subtle things that I may not notice in town; on many levels, a sense of real connectedness (co-researcher #12).

This statement also shows the subtle bridge between attuning, slowing and opening to the experience of wilderness and that of feeling connected to nature. This quote also expresses a relation between entering wilderness as also being a leaving behind of culture.

More examples of attuning and opening add depth to an understanding of this process and reveals common features to this category of meaning. One can find elements of opening and attuning in remarks such as: "For me, it’s so liberating to be out…It clears my mind, it opens me to what I’m feeling. It clears my mind so I can think about things in a deeper way and feel things in a deeper way. It just seems like a big cleaning process to me" (co-researcher #11). A woman vision questor tells me: "…Just being outdoors for that long and living outside and not getting in a car and not stepping into a building, not sitting on a toilet. There’s something that just feels wonderful about that. It makes me understand why I’m so out of synch when I’m here [home] when you find somewhere where you feel in-synch" (#5). The feeling of being in-synch appears to be what the attuning and opening phase helps bring about and is itself a facet of the feeling of oneness with nature.

Each co-researcher’s statement adds a slightly new dimension to the process I’ve labeled attuning, opening and entering wilderness but I think the reader may begin to see a pattern of common yet diverse experience related to immersing oneself in nature. A general clearing of the mind, relaxing your guard, slowing down and surrendering seem to be features of this attuning and opening aspect of wilderness experience. One co-researcher states that she feels "…open, I feel like, I feel free from everyday distractions, more open to what really matters…peaceful, relaxed easily, quiet, more in touch with my own center and more tuned into what’s around me than I do when I’m in town" (co-researcher #3). The themes of openness, relaxation, peacefulness and awareness are repeated often in co-researcher’s statements:

I feel, usually I feel a lot less anxious. It’s like a certain level of anxiety that I didn’t even know I had is there and I recognize it by its absence, especially after five days. Twice I’ve been out more than five days….both times at five days something just happened where I felt like I’d always lived there, would never need to go back and felt I guess more integrated. My mind wasn’t this one thing and my body was this other thing (co-researcher #2).

In almost all reports having to do with meaning aspect cluster 1, attuning and opening, there is a tendency for movement into a psychological awareness of the other co-arising themes and meaning aspects. For instance, this last quote takes us in the direction of mind/body integration and a feeling of being at home in the wilderness. The former falls into the meaning aspect of self-awareness, internal and external process while the latter points more toward oneness with nature.

A sub-theme of the attuning process has to do with a feeling of surrender characterized by a lessened need for controlling the environment. For some this seems to be an important part of entering into wilderness. Half of the 12 co-researchers talked of experiences which point toward a diminished need for control. For example, one interviewee told me:

I remember feeling very open and like when I’m home a fly lands on me I want to kill it because I just don’t like flies. When I was out there…there were lots of flies and they were just landing on me and I had gone beyond feeling repulsed or irritated by it. I just became fascinated with them, so I just sat and watched them. Some of them would be on my arm or leg for hours at a time and it was okay (co-researcher #5).

One interviewee reported feeling, "…like I was part of a pattern of events that was falling into place in an interesting kind of way and I just relaxed with it" (co-researcher #1). Another co-researcher mentions coping with harsh weather conditions and talks of "the sense of giving up the resistance, like not labeling what’s going on but just experiencing it and knowing that you’re committed to being there…there’s a sense of flow, connectedness…" (#7).

These passages give a feel for the lessened need for control that appears to be an important part of the opening and attuning experience. Specifically the comments, "I just relaxed with it" (#1) and "giving up the resistance" (#7) further reveal that the need to dominate and control (prominent features of Western culture) can begin to fall away when people have immersed themselves in a natural environment for several days. Again we see how this meaning aspect flows into the others with the mentioning of being part of a "pattern of events" (#1) and feeling a "connectedness" (#7). Another example of this sub-theme is found in the following introspective description:

To me it’s as if I’m being pushed by a hand wherever it is that I go. My will doesn’t seem to run all the things in my life and to maintain a constant contact with this sort of thing is sort of the goal of my life so I can get out of my own way. If I get out of my own way, things happen. Being out in the woods really reinforces that just simply because you don’t have any control of cold, wet, dry, hot, river high, river low, barren camp or not, food eaten by raccoons. You’ve got no control….[It] seems as if I need to stay alert, but I stay alert in a different sort of way…I can’t stay tense in the woods, it’s just impossible to do, so you have to maintain an alertness that has nothing to do with keeping your body in a flight or fight kind of thing (co-researcher #10).

One is reminded here of the absence of the need for control Kaplan and Talbot (1983) mention finding and the relation of this to Eastern and specifically Taoist ideas talked of earlier. The lessened need for control may indicate an aligning with ways of nature or the Tao. Not controlling is a major theme both in Taoist philosophy and humanistic, person-centered modes of education, therapy and ways of being. In this sense there is a real connection here not only with Eastern philosophy and psychology but with humanistic and transpersonal psychology as well.

Five co-researchers mentioned having a sense of simplicity in wilderness, that is a sense of returning to a basic lifestyle grounded in moment to moment body based needs and sensual needs. This sense of simplicity is also expressed by statements about having less to attend to and less things vying for their attention. I felt it appropriate to include this as a sub-theme within the larger category of attunement, opening and entering wilderness. The sense of simplicity seems connected to this category in that the feeling of simplicity and the absence of distractions may be ways that the slowing down process is facilitated and in a certain sense can be seen as an expression of the attunement and opening process in general. When asked, "What stands out for you in your wilderness experience" one interviewee responded with a statement that illustrates the essential feeling of this sub-theme.:

One of the things is how few choices there are…It’s all very simple and it seems like life--my natural rhythm of who I am seems to lock in, in a way and I feel very at ease and very--even with just myself or with a group of people, it seems like it’s obvious what needs to be done, or what needs not to be done. So also I think it’s easier to see the purpose of life. The trees, the insects (pause) tune into that. Be with beings and processes that have been going on for thousands of years and feel a part of that (#12).

In this response it seems that the simplicity is the wilderness and when one participates in that it may increase the ability to slow down and vibrate, as it were, at the same rate as the environment. This aspect of attuning is borne out by other co-researcher’s statements such as, "…Just being there in the cycle of the day--I remember that’s something amazing--with no clock, just being in the cycle of the day and letting the time flow and watch the light change" (co-researcher #4). This last passage contains elements of the attuning process. The simplicity, "just being there," the surrender, "letting the time flow" and opening to being in "the cycle of the day." Very similar in essence is the previous statement when mentioning " my natural rhythm…it seems like life," and the statement made by one wilderness goer that: "It’s easy for me to be in the moment" (#6). This last passage implies that the feeling of simplicity is a facet of slowing down and tuning into a more present-centered awareness, attending to immediate concerns.

At least three co-researchers mentioned how engaging in ritual, having intention and a kind of sacred attitude was an essential part of their wilderness experience. Having the "right" attitude helps deepen and quicken the process of entering, opening and attuning to nature. One co-researcher remarked: "There was a kind of really seriousness, when I say seriousness I don’t mean heavy seriousness but intention that this is important" (#1). In speaking of his experience during a vision quest one interviewee remarked, "It opened up a lot of stuff and it also led me to--it formed kind of the basis and it a gave me a framework for spirituality that added a whole dimension; doing it with intention…and it really was very valuable. I would get exhilarated, I would get a tremendous rush of energy" (#7). Intention appears to add a dimension to wilderness experiences so that it takes on a certain energy which helps shape the experience and the intensity of effects.

This next passage is from a paper written by a co-researcher. This prayer exemplifies a type of sacred attitude and intention which I see as an important sub-theme of attuning: "To my fellow beings of the wilderness: I enter your world with compassion, humility and an intense desire to learn better ways to live. Be gentle with me if you can. Be patient with my awkwardness and ignorance of your ways as I learn, for I bear you no ill will. I shall try to respond in kind." A Native American woman I interviewed also reminds me that the "connection" with nature has "to be worked and you [have] to be grateful for it…you…acknowledge nature and give back to it (#8).

For others who are not as accustomed to ritual or a sacred attitude per se, the idea of intention may have a slightly different feel to it but in this case it seems to have the similar effect of opening one to wilderness. For example the following passage speaks of an "integration" and a "feeling" associated with opening:

There’s got to be an integration that happens. I can get that sort of feeling by just remembering at all times that what I’m doing at that particular moment is not all that I am. It [civilized life] seems to put blinders on us and it’s as if the wilderness opens up the blinders, at least allows you a peek around the blinders, as it were, for a while (#10).

The "remembering" described here can be seen as an intention to expand awareness of self beyond limiting boundaries taken on in urban life and the cultural built world.

With the above quotations I have attempted to show the diversity and the similarities of the attuning, opening and entering wilderness process.

It is evident from these reports that this attuning leads into the other aspects of wilderness effects outlined in this study. It is also clear that these wilderness goers highly value their experiences and the states of mind/body or effects and that these cannot be thought of as separate either from the experience itself nor from the other aspects, effects or themes.

Some themes of this first meaning aspect are relevant to and correlate well with the findings of several of the researchers mentioned earlier. For example, there is a marked similarity between Kaplan and Talbot’s (1983) tracking of the emergence of deeper and more profound benefits and effects according to the length of the stay. This also tends to verify Greenway’s (1995) comments on this process when he talks of the "three or four days" it takes for people’s dreams to "catch up with them" (p. 129). Attuning and opening may be the process that reveals how "our culture is only four days deep" (p. 129). It may be that this is the approximate time it takes for entering, opening and attuning to take place for most people. One co-investigator mentions his dreams in this process, but mentions a longer period implying that for some it may take more time: "After the second week the dreams became more present (unclear). The first dreams are cars and city dreams then (unclear) wild landscape" (co-researcher #6). It is interesting to note that this particular co-researcher was drawing directly from his wilderness experience with Greenway.

Another, even more remarkable correlation with previously cited research is the sub-theme of a lessened need for control and Kaplan and Talbot’s (1983) statement about participants abandoning "any illusion of control" (p. 195) and the also previously mentioned parallel finding of Feingold (1979) cited by Kaplan and Talbot (1983).

This lack of need for dominating the environment I see as an integral part of opening to the wilderness and exiting from culture. This corroboration of parallel findings spanning four research projects including this one may tend to show us the extent to which the themes of control and domination are endemic to our culture. Our "normal" ways of thinking and acting are called into question when contrasted with the re-awakening that seems to occur during extended forays into wilderness.

Two of my co-researchers echo Kaplan and Talbot’s (1983) observations on attention: "…In the woods it’s different, your attentions are more immediate" (#10). Attuning and the lessening of mind chatter and facilitation of states of awareness conducive to feelings of tranquility and opening into oneness with nature also parallel the previously mentioned discovery of Kaplan and Talbot that the less internal noise there is the "greater the self-integration" (p. 200). The emphasis here again is placed on "coherence of identity "over "distinctiveness" (p. 200).

Meaning Aspect Cluster Two: Oneness with Nature

The meaning aspect cluster of oneness with nature includes feeling at home, free, safe, part of nature, communication with nature, i.e., animals, plants and terrain, self expansion, reluctance to return to the cultural/built world, contrast with the cultural/built world and returning to wilderness, possibly as spiritual practice.

All twelve co-researchers spoke of at least one-sub-aspect of this category of meaning. Some of the first hand descriptive accounts and statements above have given the reader a glimpse into this meaning aspect. It is of special interest to note here how important the feeling of being a part of nature seems to be to each participant. Although each co-researcher expresses this feeling in different ways the commonalties of this experience/effect I believe are readily revealed by the following passages. It could be argued that the feeling of being one with or a part of nature is simply a natural extension or furthering of the attunement process. It is undeniable that this aspect of wilderness effects can be profoundly moving for those who experience it.

The following are examples of what this feeling is like: "I really get that strong," says one co-investigator, "when I’m out, that I’m a part of all that is. The minerals make up my body and the sun powers my body--air, water--just very evident to me" (#12). The next statement helps to show the transition from attuning to feeling a part of nature and a profound spiritual sense: "Mostly I feel like I’m unraveling and becoming part of it. It’s like witnessing--you know, the presence of Gaia, God, whatever. I really feel that it’s an essential part of humanity…" (#6). This feeling of oneness with nature can be a profoundly moving and spiritual event.

I also took remarks such as, "I felt at peace and at home" (#10) and "I felt like I’d always lived there, could always live there, would never need to go back…I felt more like there’s some continuum between all life" (#2) to be examples of feelings that are themselves features or aspects of the feeling of oneness with nature. Another co-investigator says simply that, "We are the wilderness in the truest sense" (#12). Others may put it differently but I think the inherent meaning stays the same. Some co-investigators also talk of feeling "safe," "free" and able to "be who you really are" (#4). This may be a similar kind of feeling experienced by those who talk of feeling "at home" in nature. One interviewee reveals that "when I’m in nature I don’t feel alone…[I feel] "totally safe, a lot safer than in my house with people…and I went there [nature] because I felt safe…so I felt I could be myself…Nature is a completely safe place (psychologically speaking) …you don’t have to hide your psyche…Nature doesn’t judge you" (#4).

Other similar statements also strongly suggest that the feelings of being yourself, safe, free and at home in nature are viable sub-themes of feeling one with nature. Several co-researchers mention feeling safe, free and closer to being who they really are. Comments that reveal these feelings range from feeling "like I am myself and I can be who I am….I felt really safe…I was never scared of the critters…I feel like I am more one with them when I am out there" (co-researcher #9), to "When I get in nature for prolonged periods of time I feel like I’m me" (co-researcher #8), "I feel up, connected, free" (#11) and "Everything was feeling good, physically in touch with nature" (#1). The feelings reported here are all very positive, denoting an open sense of freedom and release. These optimal conditions set the stage for the other aspects of wilderness experience to unfold.

As a group facilitator and teacher I have come to a personal understanding of the dynamic changes and feelings of belonging that the feeling of safety can have on a group. This same dynamic seems to be at work in this sub-theme of feeling at home and safe in nature in meaning aspect 2. This is an especially interesting feature of facilitating a connection with nature, as it also appears to encourage and foster a connection between people. In this meaning aspect connecting meaningfully with people may be rightfully placed, as co-researcher #12 said earlier "we are the wilderness in the truest sense." That is to say, as one begins to feel more and more a part of nature the distinction between humans and wilderness may begin to fall away along with the emotional distance between people. Four of the people I interviewed talked of the wilderness experience as facilitating a bonding or connecting process between people. One co-researcher, who is also a wilderness group leader mentions that, "The wilderness is also a way of reconnecting to people" (#7). In response to the question of what stood out for him in his wilderness experience one man replied: "I’d say the experience of bonding and connecting with people in a purposeful way. It’s one thing to go out and have campfires…but when you go out with a trip with people there’s a lot of meaningful, purposeful pursuit and attention…" (#6).

Another vision questing man, a college psychology professor, in talking of the group he was out with tells me that: "It was very supportive to have the group that we had….we really got to know each other…." adding, "That’s the center of what I think is basic education; on the one hand going as deep as you can within and becoming as centered in self as you can…and at the same time then seeing your relationship to other people" (#1). One woman’s descriptive account gives us a feel for what this bonding and connecting was like for her:

There’s something about being out there that changed…age distinctions, things like that. And I can also remember, this kind of goes back to what stands out—I can remember a scene where one person was like crossing a creek on a log and another person was crossing by the rocks…and then found out they weren’t going to be able to get across by the rocks so turned around to come up and cross by the log, and the person on the log just put a hand down and the other person took it, helped pull that person up on the log and they went across. Nothing was said, nothing was negotiated, it didn’t matter that someone had chosen a way that worked and someone had chosen a way that didn’t work (#2).

The safe feeling of being in nature appears to work its way into the interpersonal interactions between groups of people who are out in wilderness for extended periods. Group leaders and their attitudes may also play an important role in this connecting/bonding process. By exemplifying an empathic non-judgmental attitude of caring acceptance and unconditional positive regard group leaders can enhance the wilderness experience and help create an atmosphere conducive to enabling more profound changes and effects to come about.

Five co-researchers mentioned talking to plants and animals. Talking to flora and fauna and the terrain itself while in wilderness is a part of the process of connecting to nature for some wilderness goers. Communicating with nature may enable one to connect with nature and lead to feelings of being one with nature. It may be that for some the act of communication is the feeling of oneness.

This communication is not seen as a unilateral or one-way process in that co-investigators say they also receive messages from these beings. An example of this is given by one woman who "Stopped and talked to little critters that I saw and heard around me. I got messages from them" (#3). Another person was struck by the sharing aspect of this communication and expressed a feeling of "the tremendous value of each living thing. When an ant would visit me it was oh, brother ant…and brother fly…when anything came along it was like woah, how neat, somebody to share my tent with and everything, like every little plant, every rock…"(#4).

A Native American woman I interviewed talked of a time when she was a young child and had been left at the top of a mountain to pray:

At first there was a fear of falling, the winds were blowing and howling very hard…I basically just asked to grow up to be all that I could be and mostly to step through my fear; then the wind stopped. Then I realized if you really talk to nature it listens and what I’d always taken for granted suddenly came bounding home, because there was that connection and it was something that had to be worked and you had to be grateful for it. It wasn’t just something you could just call on when you wanted something… (#8).

With this example we can see that this type of communication has similarities with and can become the spiritual practice of prayer. On this subject a co-researcher shares his wisdom: "One thing I know for sure is that my conscious ego is just a very small part of who I am and so what I think is important is to put in very often these requests to the larger self--okay how should I do, what’s not right? And then just kind of listen, look and observe" (#1).

From these passages it becomes clear that communication with nature takes on different forms, from talking directly to surrounding life forms and a feeling of sharing, awe and reverence to prayer. This seems to be an important part of feeling connected to the natural environment and is in turn part of the sacred attitude and intent spoken of in the first meaning aspect.

For some the feeling of being one with nature takes on a certain feeling "like there really wasn’t a contradiction between being a human and being an animal" (#2). Another great example of this awareness is offered by a woman drawing from her vision quest experience: "I really like being aware of myself as an animal and that….what’s going on for me mentally just seems to take a lot less of an important role and so I’m much more into my senses and I feel more like I’m just another being…nature is kind of an equalizer in that way" (#5).

Some individuals speak of having experiences that transcend the boundaries of the merely personal and of feeling completely at one with nature. These "transpersonal" experiences seem to bring people to a deeper understanding of the inter-connection of all life in a way that goes beyond intellectual modes of awareness. Statements like, "I felt like I had become part of the landscape" (#5) and "…to look to the earth for my sustenance and my sense of belonging" (#5), give a feel for this sense of oneness as does the following excerpt: "Being in the wilderness there’s a chance for a different kind of relationship, which is one of feeling like co-habitants and a sense of I’m not alone here, that there’s all these other beings and we’re all just kind of going through our lives…"(#5). For one co-researcher this feeling takes on the form of thinking "in terms that we are all part of a larger process" (#1).

Not all co-investigators reported having a self-transcending experience per se, although some passages I have already quoted contain strong elements of this kind of experience. For instance, "I felt like there’s some continuum between all life" (#2), "It’s like witnessing the presence of Gaia, God," (#6) and "a sort of beginning to dance with the world" (#7) also embody the feeling of this experience. One very moving descriptive account conveys the ineffable and profoundly moving quality of this kind of peak experience:

I remember one time I wasn’t out on an extended wilderness trip I was just at a camp facility, a YMCA camp in Ohio….There was just a time when we didn’t have anybody in camp at the moment so I was out in the woods and I just felt that sense of being totally open and one; it just overcame me. It was more than twenty years ago and that still stands out for me…It was some sort of sense of God that I received at that moment (#3).

These excerpts and especially this last one show more clearly a feature of the spiritual side of wilderness effects. An experience of this sort is akin to meditative and altered states of consciousness and symptomatic of what we call religious experience. It is of special interest to note here that the seemingly most profound of these passages did not occur during an extended visit to wilderness. This points out to me that one may not need to go through any particular process; that a self-transcendent experience like this can also arise spontaneously. The variables inherent in personal pre-disposition to have such an experience also must be considered.

It may seem a bit incongruent at first to place feeling at home, safe to be yourself, free, and feeling a part of nature in the same category or as sub-themes of the same meaning aspect cluster along with more profound spiritual and transcendent experiences. The way I view these sub-themes, however, places these aspects of wilderness effect on a kind of continuum in which the relation between them can be seen as one of lesser or greater intensity of feeling or awareness. That is, feeling at home and safe in nature can be seen as lying lower on the continuum as a sort of less intense version of the feeling of complete oneness with nature. This is one way of looking at this phenomenon and for my purposes I will use this spectrum or continuum idea as a way to view the relation between the relative intensity of these effects/experiences.

Co-arising with the feeling of being at home and oneness with nature is the sub-theme of not wanting to leave the wilderness and return to the cultural built world of civilization. Half (6) of my co-researchers mentioned this reluctance to leave. It seems that the feeling of being at home in nature is on one level, such a release and a profound awareness and awakening that people are generally reluctant to leave it behind. The following are some excerpts expressing the feeling of reluctance to leave the wilderness: "The longer I’m out the less I ever want to come back. I think that the longer I’m there the more I feel like that’s where I want to be, that it feels like a more normal way of living…" (#5). "On the drive back I notice how sorry I am to be coming back" (#3). "Sorry to come back in a way because I would have liked to have stayed…" (#10). "There’s always a bit of reluctance to leave" (#11). The following response conveys more of a sense of wanting to hang onto "the feeling" of being out there and not wanting to enter into the be-wilderness of culture: "Coming out is interesting. Depending on how long I stay out, the more apprehensive I am of coming out. In some ways because the sense of the clean and clear feeling out there that I don’t want to lose, and I know as humans, as we are, when we get together in our cities all the synapses get charged up and there’s all these stimulations that go on in this culture" (#12).

A part of this reluctance to leave wilderness reveals a strong sense of contrast with the cultural or built world. It seems that the clarity gained through being in wilderness is somewhat of a fragile thing that encounters with culture and civilization tend to threaten. Along these lines one participant makes a comment about re-entering the human-made world:

After being out for two weeks…stopping at the first store…all the choices, you can buy anything you want here but why would I want to? Why does it need to be fifty different kinds of soda pop?….And just getting into a car after going three miles an hour, going twenty miles an hour seems like breakneck speed. So it’s a real shift but in general I’ve never felt clearer or cleaner in my life at the end of a trip, even if I’m a little apprehensive about going back to the culture (#12).

This "shift" into culture can be a shock to the senses as the previous passage indicates and can involve a shutting down and in a sense implies a reversal of the opening process wilderness interaction seems to facilitate. The following descriptive account again gives a feeling for what this is like; again mentioning the now strange sensation of riding in a vehicle:

…Afterwards again I sensed like getting back into cars my body moving at sixty miles an hour down the curve fourteen inches away from oncoming cars…all those sensations I have to shut down-boom, boom, boom, boom, you’ve got your force field out there--the shutting down. A lot of times at the trailhead I really was reluctant to step back into the parking lot (#6).

This statement reveals the disparity between wilderness and the cultural built world and the psychological shock of returning from an extended wilderness stay. This contrast can put the assumptions of our culture in perspective and show us the relative insanity of automobiles, consumerism and the over-stimulation of the senses that necessitates a shutting down process. It is quite possible that what has been called habituation is nothing other than a learned shutting down of the senses to preserve one from becoming overwhelmed. It appears that if entering wilderness provides an opening process then re-entering civilization requires a closing down process or a reversal of attuning and opening. After feeling at one with nature it is difficult to re-enter into the more or less dualistic, compartmentalized type of awareness or non-awareness that culture seems to require. In this sense wilderness experiences and their attendant effects can serve to remind us where our roots lie. "I always had a love of nature ever since I was a kid" comments one co-researcher, "but you put it aside and forget about it and get involved in your daily activities, you don’t realize how important it is to have your feet grounded in it" (#1). Another co-researcher tells how she deals with re-entering: "…For the first 48 hours or 72 hours even, after I’ve been home I make sure I don’t go out into a mall. I don’t go into that kind of chaos, it’s too shocking. You’ve allowed yourself to open up to whatever comes and just as easily you can take that in and it can come in really hard" (#9).

Again these passages bring cultural life and the experience of wilderness into sharp contrast. Returning to the urban realm in such an open state can be very disturbing. This shows a real need for a reentering phase or some such process, which would send the wilderness goer back a little more prepared for such a transition.

Along with this feature or effect of the reluctance-to-leave-wilderness is a strong need expressed by some to return again to wilderness. Some co-investigators talk of a need to recharge and rejuvenate. Others begin to see returning to wilderness as a part of an ongoing spiritual practice. Half of my co-investigators expressed this longing to return to wilderness. Feelings ranged from, "When I’m there…I realize what I’ve been missing--why don’t I do this more often?" (#1), "I feel like, why don’t we live like this all the time?" (#6) "Not get totally burned out, go on back to the wilderness," and "I feel like I need to go back to the wilderness…to be recharged…" (# 3) to "I feel that much more drawn like there’s a part of me that needs to be out there….I feel committed to continue to go out and to have that be part of my spiritual practice. It’s kind of how I renew myself…" (#5). The strong emotions were evident in one co-investigators voice when she spoke of her wilderness experience: "Since then it has only gotten stronger, I just long to be able to be out there. It has to be a place that is not touched by humans" (#4). This need to return speaks to the strength and compelling nature of the wilderness experience and reveals itself as a need to regain that sense of grounded-ness, rejuvenation, clarity and oneness that wilderness goers come to value so highly.

The sense of being a part of or one with nature is a theme that is found throughout the body of wilderness research previously presented. In this sense it is not at all surprising that all twelve co-researchers reported feeling some aspect of this experience and effects. It is also not surprising that anyone at anytime should feel at home or at one with nature, after all we are at home and we are part of this earth. This is not to minimize or trivialize the profundity of this encounter and realization but to point out the simplicity and reality of the congruence of the experience with the facts.

It appears that if we place ourselves in a natural setting with even a modicum of intention, that like any other item, be it artifact or not, nature begins to reclaim it physically and with humans psychologically.

I believe there is a fairly solid correlation in this study between feeling one with or a part of nature and what Greenway (1995) calls "non-dual modes of awareness" (p. 132). Clearly this meaning aspect validates not only Greenway’s findings but Kaplan and Talbot’s (1983) "sense of being at one with the universe" (p. 200), Snyder’s (1988) conclusion that "a sense of ‘spiritual oneness’ is evoked in encounters with nature" (p. 4) and Rossman and Ulehla’s (1977) "chance for spiritual uplifting experience" (p. 47). Rossman and Ulehla’s finding of an "antisocietal influence" is also borne out to some extent by the reluctance to return to civilization expressed by six co-researchers in this study. The feeling of "learning how to act like myself" which Kaplan and Talbot (1983) reported was corroborated by three co-researchers in this study.

Meaning Aspect Cluster Three: Self-Awareness, Internal and External Processes

Eleven of my co-researchers talked of their inner processes including introspection and the dredging up of deep and sometimes painful emotions. Feelings of self-confidence and self-awareness also emerged for some. Others gained insight into the purpose and direction of their lives and received messages and guidance through natural symbols and messages, which had strong personal relevance and mirrored their lives in meaningful ways.

A good example of gaining self-confidence through the experience of hiking in the mountains was given by a co-investigator: "I was finding out in the wilderness that I had great lung power, that I had stamina and strength. So part of my experience was discovering this capacity to dig down. It was really a discovery. It was building on a feeling of joy, of wiring the neurons in a different way so I liked being in my body" (#7). This same person talked of being in a blizzard in the Appalachia’s, which again built up his sense of self-confidence and self awareness:

I knew that early on that I had some sense of confidence. Again it was a spirit, "I have the strength to do this. I’m gonna walk through this blizzard for eight miles and I’m gonna be okay"…It was a life or death situation…During that trip I had the feeling of ‘I’m okay, I’m really strong and I never had that feeling before (#7).

For this man, encountering wilderness meant a chance to become acquainted with parts of himself he was previously unaware of. His idea of himself as being a "lightweight" was challenged when he saw that other hikers had difficulty "keeping up" with him.

Another co-researcher describes herself before her wilderness experience as "very scared of people, very off-balance with people." Her experience in wilderness gave her "…the beginning of having a ground of self-confidence" because "in the wilderness, that’s where I began to feel life-and alive and that I have the power of my own life…having that has allowed me to come back and really develop social skills. Ever since then I’ve been able to work with people to the point where I facilitate groups" (#4).

Clearly this woman gained self assurance, confidence and awareness and she attributes it directly to her wilderness encounter, which entailed being part of a group as well as three days of solo fasting.

Another woman tells of the experience of self-confidence she felt after a twelve day wilderness trip: "…I think partly because of how I felt physically, I just felt like I could do anything. Just, whatever I did next I was going to be successful doing it" (#2).

Some co-investigators talked of going through some intense emotional inner processes. Although these hard times were painful they were also seen as valuable and important processes which tend to contribute greatly to self understanding and awareness and enable some to break through into moments of clarity and resolve some deep life-long issues. When asked, what stood out for her in her wilderness experience one co-researcher replied:

I was surprised by how much memory came up, by how much emotion came up…I had a lot of grief come up--memories…I had a lot of stuff come up around my mother, about not being mothered well, about wanting, just really wanting that, needing that. That turned into a lot of feelings about--I had just made the decision to not become a mother myself and so that was really up for me and it all kind of got woven through the whole experience of coming to feel like the earth is mothering me and surrendering myself, time to spend some time in prayer…(#5).

This passage conveys some of the depth and power of psychological and emotional processes that can occur when one is in the wilderness alone with yourself and without any distractions. As one man tells me: "Each trip has its magic moments and tough times; hunger and thirst, everything [a] microcosm of experience"(#6). This same man reveals that for him:

Internally there’s a lot of searching and questioning…I felt so many great things internally I went through a lot of searching, a lot of processing, wondering what my purpose was and why I was so goal-less, looking at both sides of it, the good and the bad…On my first trip, which was powerful for me, I went through a time when I felt spirits down by the river kind of pulling me in…I dealt with some demons…Things got better and I went through a lot of stuff about my father…It turned out that my father was having open-heart surgery during that period. I was into a total personal, father-son stuff" (#6).

A fuller insight into how nature might facilitate this process is offered by the descriptive account of a woman co-researcher who struggled with her emotions: "I had bad times out there and I had a lot of bad feelings and stuff like that and it gives you enough space to have that and it’s alright…I could have all my bad moods come up…There wasn’t anything to blame, you know, it just was alright and I could move through it. People get you stuck in your bad stuff; you can stick it on people but not on nature"(#4).

Wilderness appears to provide (with the right attitude and intention) the fertile ground for people to go deep into their inner selves and as one vision questor puts it "focus intensely on psyche and on what my life is about" (#7).

In this group of co-researchers some also talk of an "expanding of my heart" (#7), love, self-acceptance and acceptance of others, along with feelings of fear and anxiety. The range of insights and emotion that can arise is as great as one allows or needs. One woman tells me that, "During solo time…hopefully I can get in touch with all of my emotions-at different times, at different stages. But, in general I have a feeling of love more than anything else" (#3). Another woman co-investigator, who worked for a time in a hospital, says that for her just being in the wilderness "…opens up every little cell that I think could have opened up, back to that love energy, the compassion that you lose when you’re in a hospital" (#9). "Going to the wilderness and being responsible has taught me to become more compassionate, more loving, so that Lao Tzu3 kind of experience doesn’t happen so much anymore…the wilderness showed me that the gifts aren’t for me alone" (#7). What my co-researcher refers to here is the story of Lao Tzu’s abandonment of civilization and a comment he had made earlier about his having wanted to drop out like Lao Tzu and his subsequent decision not to do that, which is what he means by "the gifts aren’t for me alone." In other words, as he explains it, "Being in the wilderness full time I wasn’t fully taking on the challenge that the wilderness posed for me, which is how to bring back?" (#7).

 3Lao Tzu is the alleged author of the Ancient Chinese text The Tao Te Ching. This text uses the natural world and water specifically, as metaphors for aligning or being "in accordance" (#7) with the flow of life/nature.

Connected to the emotional states and inner processes which can take place during wilderness stays is the sub-theme of receiving messages and guidance from nature in the form of mirroring or nature’s reflecting back to people elements of their current existential state. This process has been termed isomorphic, meaning that something akin to your life and inner process is mirrored metaphorically without in the form of a plant, animal, mountain, insect, an action or any one of myriad things one might encounter in wilderness.

One co-researcher, who leads groups on wilderness vision quests, believes that "the wilderness is a metaphor…it’s more become one of the really important metaphors you know, what do you fear and what do the mountains have to say…where do you feel lost? It’s been tremendously helpful learning how to navigate that" (#7).

A very good example of this metaphoric/isomorphic process is the story of a vision questing woman who was "completely transformed, it was really dramatic…I went from old, shut down, tired, sad…to just radiant and I looked about twenty-five years younger…radiant, clear, happy, joyous, grounded…people were really startled. I felt like…being reborn. I felt like I was a new person" (#4). While she was out in the desert alone for three days and nights this woman underwent a dramatic renewal and transformation. As if to honor and mirror the shedding of the old she had come across the discarded skin of a snake and returned to camp wearing this on her hat. She returned to camp renewed and like the snake she had shed the skin of her old self.

This isomorphic mirroring process can also be seen in the story of a man who, as part of a personal ritual had decided to burn a drawing he did of a serpent he had carved from wood. To him this was "an important symbol,…carrying both positive and negative aspects of my own growth. Oddly, it took seven matches to burn [and]…Before it completely burned a gust of wind whisked away the last unburned fragment. Does some of the old self need to remain as is?" (#1), (Thomas. 1980, p. 2).

"About half an hour later, I’m walking out behind the tube tent…just to explore the territory and here’s this snake crawling along…so I thought gee this is interesting, a synchronicity" (#1). This co-investigator asks, "Does nature provide us with meaningful signs or is everything a chance occurrence?…The burning was not a destructive act; rather it had some transformative quality about it, the exact nature of which eludes me. Nevertheless, it seemed important, and now here is a living symbol to remind me of it" (#1), (Thomas. p. 3). In speaking of his feelings about this he adds: "I don’t know how to describe it, it was being in touch with spiritual kinds of things in a kind of very existential way…" (#1).

The same woman vision questor who had found the snakeskin gives us another example of nature’s "living symbols" and isomorphic synchronicities. While on a wilderness quest she felt compelled towards a mountain that she also curiously felt some resistance to: "Then after a while I felt like it’s kind of like your life facing you. I just felt like encountering the mountain and it was helping me work with myself…" (#4).

From these examples it seems that nature can act as a reflector of our lives and give us answers and guidance and helps us to see ourselves more clearly. "And that’s what I like about nature: says one woman co-investigator:

…If you’re quiet and sit there, you will get what you are looking for, whether it be through the winds and which direction the winds are coming, or the animals, or the bugs, whatever it is that comes to you--and there’s so much. You could be there for just a little bit and get all these different messages, that it’s like okay, now I can…have an answer to this problem, this situation, where I wouldn’t have before because I was too busy…I couldn’t just be and get my answers (#9).

It seems that the wilderness experience can be as deep as one lets it become. From self-confidence and working through emotional turmoil to gaining insight, guidance, lessons and messages which teach, enable and empower. The diversity of the internal and external processes in wilderness is as dynamic and diverse as the individuals who go there. There appears to be some real wisdom available for one who opens to these processes.

This isomorphic and metaphorical mirroring process could also be placed as a sub-theme under oneness with nature as a part of communication with nature. I chose to place it under self-awareness, inner and outer process because it acts as guidance and empowers those who can to use it as a way to know themselves better and receive direction and support. This mirroring process might also be seen as facilitating a feeling of oneness with nature. I believe that the metaphorical guidance and the psychological content and process which emerges places this sub-theme more appropriately in this third meaning aspect cluster of self-awareness and inner/outer process.

This meaning aspect cluster has some obvious associations with Kaplan and Talbot’s (1983) research and largely validates their findings concerning self perception and "individuals feelings about themselves" (p. 179). One could make an argument that this self-awareness aspect has similarities with and at least partially validates Snyder’s (1988) third central theme of fulfillment of "emotional, physical and spiritual needs" (p. 1). Clearly there are valid comparisons here with Harper’s (1995) personal accounts of clients processes.

The emergence of self-confidence in people as a part of the wilderness experience is well documented by the research of Kaplan and Talbot (1983) presented earlier in this study. There also appears to be a strong correlation of this meaning aspect with Rossman and Ulehla’s (1977) "reward values" of "renewed and expanded identity" (p. 51).

For those that can find the courage and can open themselves to it the wilderness provides the nurturing holding space for people to explore their psyches. People have reported some profound and life-changing transitions and shifts in perspective, perception and consciousness. The building of self-confidence, self-awareness and other guidance and gifts that are facilitated by wilderness experience can lead to these shifts or are themselves profound and life-changing.

Meaning Aspect Cluster Four: Perspective, Perception and Consciousness Shift

Ten co-researchers in this study talked of shifts or changes in awareness, perspective, perception and consciousness having to do with life-changing realizations, spiritual awareness and life purpose among other things. Nine co-investigators expressed that some of these changes are lasting and have had a profound impact on their lives.

The following excerpts are some examples of these lasting changes. One man who has been out with Greenway called his wilderness stays "A very magical experience" and told me that he "…always comes back rejuvenated and it is lasting. There is a lasting--that connection, you know, in some ways is just reminding us of something that’s already there, our connection with earth and with all beings, from the beginning of time" (#12).

Another man says that he "learned some really valuable lessons. I suppose that is a vision in itself. An experience like that is definitely visionary. Gives you [an] expanded sense of yourself that is often denied…"(#10).

A woman co-researcher talks of some major life-changes:

After…my trip down the Eel [River]…and another trip up to the Trinity Alps, which was several days, basically all contributed to the feeling that I can’t live in the city anymore. I think, yeah, life-changing. One thing, not only just about where I live but in thinking about choice of partner…it’s a real high priority to find somebody that wants that kind of stuff (#2).

The same woman adds: "Humans were more interesting to me than other species. That’s not true anymore" (#2).

The types of changes reported are diverse and can cover the spectrum from changing where one lives, as the above statement shows, to affecting changes in one’s work, professional and spiritual life and attitude toward a relationship with nature. When asked if the effects of wilderness were lasting, one woman responded with :

It’s hard to articulate how but I think that, yeah, they definitely stayed with me. I mean it’s affected my direction of my work--really wanting to find a way to spend more time in the wilderness and bring other people into the wilderness ….I think just having that shift in perspective of myself in relation to the earth and to other beings. It’s hard to say like what effect exactly that has but I know that it’s actually stayed with me….I notice it in the garden, it’s affected how I feel toward pests in my garden…am I more important than a gopher?….I think just to have a shift in perspective around where God is for me and my need to be in the presence of spirit and where I find that and my willingness to kind of slow down and go there, be with it (#5).

Clearly this "shift in perspective" takes on spiritual dimensions for this woman and has affected her deeply. She is questioning her place in the world and her previous assumptions and attitudes. There are also elements of attuning, opening and intention in her statement about being willing to "slow down."

Another woman tells me, "Nature is what saved my life; it really brought me back. It really helped me to understand who and what I am and what my purpose is here. My purpose is to help people, coach them back to the reality of all that is" (#9). This is a strong statement that helps bring out the theme of life purpose and how being in nature empowered her to help herself.

A vision questor talked to me of being angry while on her solo fast and describes having a difficult time until:

At some point there was breakthrough and this poetry started happening and it was really wonderful…I had mental clarity just being able to watch the process and be with the process without any distractions. It’s not like I had any blinding revelations about myself but there’s this opening….The security of knowing that you’re part of the earth. Ever since then if I’m upset I have to lay down on the earth" (#4).

This shift was marked for her by a burst of creativity. A strikingly similar story is told by a man who was dealing with boredom and incessant rain and cold during his alone time:

I was kind of going through this place…and I got to the point where it was kind of miserable, cold and rainy…you didn’t want to be out there…and then I couldn’t even start a fire. Boredom…that was the demon…I finally gave up completely and I kind of prayed—I said "I’ve given it everything I know and so it’s up to you…" All of a sudden in my head flashed a quote of Gaugin, he said that "If you would attain God you must emulate the divine creator yourself and create" (#1).

He then goes on to explain how he began carving on his walking stick "a serpent" and "got so completely lost, it was like I was one with the process of creating" (#1). This moving story illustrates not only a shift or breakthrough into creativity similar to the previous account but also holds strong elements of surrender and opening.

Five co-researchers talked of bringing back these "gifts" or insights and changes of perceptions to the cultural built world. In one sense these "gifts" from the wilderness are of value to some only if acted upon. In general I suppose this sub-theme (bringing back gifts) of this last meaning aspect cluster may depend on the nature of the shift, or insight.

As some of the above quotes show, bringing back the gifts, changes in perspective, perception and consciousness also seem to be tied to the idea of having, questioning or finding one’s purpose in life. The same woman who talked of her transformation, finding the snakeskin and her new-found social skills and self-confidence speaks of "trying really hard to find my purpose….I wanted to know my purpose in life, I really wanted to get in line with that…" and "ever since then I’ve been able to work with people" (#4). When I asked her if there were any changes in her perception or thinking she replied, "Yes, because…where I find myself and my own strength and my own sense of ground, empowerment is by being in the wilderness" (#4).

The "gift" this woman brought back was her own sense of self and power and her awareness of her ability to go ahead now and work with people to mutual benefit.

A man who has been on trips with Greenway and Harper tells me that:

The imprint from those trips was very much--the effects were very lasting and part of my personal purpose around here seems to be to keep the spirit of that unknown, perhaps the challenge, alive, when it would be sleeping in the city, hypnotized by the media…Yeah, I think the effects lasted for me. They continue to reverberate, they’re like ripples… (#6).

In a similar vein one man reveals that "The peace and serenity after two weeks in the wilderness is phenomenal…To be able to carry some of that back home with you –that’s what comes up for me. Somehow I’ve got to hold that thought…translate that kind of awareness to my tension filled life here…" (#10).

When asked if the effects of being in wilderness were lasting one man, who is also a wilderness group leader, replied:

Yes and no, there’s a lots of different levels to that… On a day to day level the challenge for me is to come back with maybe one task. To be out in the wilderness now is to open to that natural thing but also to reflect on the direction of my life and to come back with one thing that I need to do…I’ll come back holding that as an attitude that I want to enter the world with and I’ll find that by and large those gifts do last because they’re really about finding a way to re-enter…The wilderness [tells] you "here’s how you can make your life more in accordance with what I have to tell you"…So I’ll be bringing back bits over the years and the cumulative effect it has. But the visceral experience of being in that (unclear) state; it should fade, because you need an ego to go about, and I live my regular life by the watch" (#7).

This last passage not only talks of bringing back and the connection between lasting changes in perception, life purpose and being in accord with nature but also makes an interesting distinction between lasting effects and more or less temporary effects. Altogether four wilderness goers agreed with a distinction between temporary and lasting effects or changes.

An excellent example of this distinction is spelled out for us by another vision quest wilderness guide: "The feelings that I had when I was out there, those, the sense of peacefulness and openness, I can come back with that and sustain it for a bit but it goes away…I need to keep going back and keep recharging…The effects don’t last over time, I need to continually go back" (#3). This co-researcher makes a distinction between what she considers temporary effects and life-changing shifts in awareness and perception. She goes on to say: "I do think that time in the wilderness is life-changing…Wilderness activities [were] a really important part of my development as a young adult….I think…there’s some changes in perception I can be conscious of and others that I’m sure happen that I’m not conscious of" (#3).

Another good example comes from a woman vision questor. When speaking of some of the effects of being in wilderness for a prolonged period she expressed that some of these "tended to, it seems like it kind of goes away pretty fast….What stayed with me is that really deep feeling, the longing-ness [to return]" (#5).

The short term psychological wilderness effects of serenity, calm, peacefulness and openness can be sustained for a time while the more lasting changes affect sense of purpose, self-confidence, self-awareness, feelings of compassion and an acknowledgement that one has been through something profound, important and highly valued. It is difficult to say if the lessening of the need to control is a temporary effect or can affect more long lasting changes. This may depend on the person and what their particular issues are.

This last meaning aspect cluster again largely validates the research findings of the studies presented earlier in this text. Kaplan and Talbot (1983) for instance, mention an "increased sense of purposes in general" (p. 176) and the "wilderness perspective" in the sense of re-ordered life-priorities (p. 184).

Overall it seems that some profound and lasting changes can occur during wilderness stays for those who are genuinely open and receptive to whatever form their process might take on. As one co-researcher puts it: "…I can’t see anyone not being changed who hasn’t been out: if you go out the right way, with the right openness" (#12).

Although I would not go so far as to say that there is a "unitary emotional response" in that everyone goes through the same emotions, there do appear to be certain general tendencies toward common aspects of experience which arise in various different yet similar ways in each person’s wilderness experience (Altman &Wohlwill, 1983, p. 166). Not everyone who goes into wilderness for extended stays will experience all of these effects but there is a great likelihood that with intention and receptivity they will experience some aspect or sub-theme of these four clusters.

The types of psychological, perceptual changes talked of in these last two meaning aspect clusters are reminiscent of psychotherapeutic and counseling outcomes. I believe that the results of this study show that the beneficial effects of wilderness experiences can add a missing piece to our lives and mark pivotal points on a life journey toward wholeness. The wilderness process has the potential to put us more in touch with our wholeness as organism/environment, and with who we truly are underneath layers of acculturation.

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Chapter Five: Discussion and Implications

One thing that is striking in this and other studies, among other things, is the relatively short amount of time spent and the overall dramatic results. What appears to happen in the wilderness experience, roughly speaking, is an initial attunement or opening phase involving more fully entering into wilderness bodily and psychologically. Co-arising from the attunement process are the entire range of all meaning aspect clusters and their sub-themes or aspects. These range from feeling safe, free, at one with nature, to some deeply emotional personal processes to lessons of guidance, self-awareness, life purpose, compassion and love, to peak experiences and ineffable spiritual experiences, including life-changing shifts in perspective, perception and consciousness. Moreover, there are no predictable procedures that this process can be said to follow. Rather, it is more appropriate to say that the different aspects of meaning have tendencies to occur according to the depth and extent of the opening and the intention/attitude.

The overall physiological changes, such as an enlivening of the senses, feeling relaxed, more integrated and more sensually aware of being an animal cannot be separated from the psychological changes. Indeed it appears that one of the subtle lessons of wilderness is that mind and body are one unfolding process and so it appears that all psychological changes also have their physiological aspects. It may be important to conduct another study to focus in more closely on this feature of wilderness experience.

Group process appears to also have profound effects on what wilderness goer’s experience. It can create and enhance feelings of acceptance and safety thus forming a support for growth. Each experience is unique yet this study shows that there are commonalties and shared aspects of these experiences and effects.

Pastoral eco-therapist Howard Clinebell (1996) asserts that "The wilderness experience provides the necessary emotional, spiritual, and physical ‘container’ for the connecting process to occur…" (p. 224). Just how the benefits, effects and the "connecting process" come about is still somewhat of a mystery. It is not my intention to resolve or remove this mystery or to reduce it to the two dimensional and arid realm of an intellectually concrete and defined process.

Having said that I do think it is important to contemplate, in a spirit of discovery and genuine inquiry, based on this study and a phenomenological view of perception, as to how the features of this process may come to unfold. While it is beyond the scope of this project to formulate any definite theories as to what occurs when people open to wilderness effects, it is appropriate here I believe to examine possibilities and explore the implications for ecopsychology and phenomenological, humanistic and transpersonal psychology.

I am inclined not to view the emerging of themes as happening in any set order that implies a linear causality or says this happens because of that. Since the attunement, opening and entering wilderness phase seems to play a very important, seminal and essential role it may be more precise to ask what are the processes of attuning, opening and entering wilderness? Intention is also seen as playing a major role in this process, that is, it would seemingly be possible for one to resist, stay closed down and not fully or psychologically enter the natural environment.

Phenomenologist Maurice Merleau-Ponty put forth a view of perception which may be helpful in understanding this wilderness process. Perception, from a phenomenological, point of view is a reciprocating, interactive affair. That is to say that perception is not strictly unilateral or a "one-way street" but an interaction between perceiver and perceived. One could say that because we perceive we are also capable of being perceived. To put this in perspective, it is not the case that the effects of wilderness exist "out there" in the natural environment but in the interactive relation between human organisms and the wilderness. To put it more succinctly these effects exist between different aspects of nature and itself. Author David Abram (1996) in his enlightening book, The Spell of the Sensuous offers a good illustration of this idea:

I cannot say truthfully that my perception of a particular wildflower…is determined or "caused" entirely by the flower…But neither can I say truthfully that my perception is "caused" solely by myself…or that it exists entirely "in my head." For without the actual existence of this other entity, of this flower rooted not in my brain but in the soil of the earth, there would be no…perception at all…Neither the perceiver nor the perceived, then, is wholly passive in the event of perception (p. 53).

In further elucidating this point of perception as an interactive participatory experience Abram offers this quote from Merleau-Ponty:

The sensible gives back to me what I lent to it, but this is only what I took from it in the first place. As I contemplate the blue of the sky…it "thinks itself within me," I am the sky itself as it is drawn together and unified, and as it begins to exist for itself; my consciousness is saturated with this limitless blue (p. 54).

Abram then explains this in more concise terms: "In the act of perception…I enter into a sympathetic relation with the perceived…" (p. 54).

In other words, perception itself is an act of reciprocal participation with the world. Abram calls this "the ongoing interchange between my body and the entities that surround it" (p. 52). The following passage more fully connects us to our quest: "By this process my sensing body gradually attunes itself to the style of this other presence--to the way of this stone, or tree…" (p. 52).

This phenomenological, psychological standpoint of attuning to wilderness is in part borne out by the personal account of one co-investigator: "I allowed myself to experience the other beings in a way that I hadn’t before and I also felt open to the idea that they were experiencing me…I felt like the fact that I was there was important, just as the wind was and just as the flies were—so it felt very interactive" (#5).

Bearing in mind this idea of reciprocal perception as an interactive process, that "the form and continuity of experience are products of an intrinsic relationship between human beings and the world" we can view the attunement and opening process as a function of perception, which is to also say that it is relationship (Polkinghorne. 1989, p. 42). Organism and environment then mutually arise and co-evoke one another in a reciprocal inter-involvement. On this level it becomes meaningless to talk of parts or separate organisms. This is precisely the awesome feeling of oneness with all creation that occurs when experience informs us of the seamless nature of things and awareness becomes congruent with this information.

It could be that lives lived within buildings and within a cultural format of constant distraction and with interaction mostly limited to other humans, technology and domesticated animals that we have "habituated" ourselves to a rather stunted perceptual process. As Abram says, "We conceptually immobilize or objectify the phenomenon only by mentally absenting ourselves from this relation, by forgetting or repressing our sensuous involvement" (p 56).

What can happen then when people visit wilderness for prolonged periods is a re-awakening of this sensual interchange. If we take into account the idea that the wilderness also perceives us, then that interaction, that perceptual participation may help serve to enliven the senses and facilitate the awareness of being in a relationship with the earth, of being one with nature, as another being. On a certain bodily, sensual level we already "know" this. It has been a relatively short period of time since humans have distanced themselves from nature and the "remembering" of our wilderness selves may be in part a process of de-culturization that the wilderness experience can offer. With this concept of perception in mind it makes sense to talk of wilderness perception as a more all-encompassing mode of awareness.

The role intention plays in the opening process appears to help make one more readily aware of perception and includes a "receptive stance" toward the environment. Perceptual psychologist Laura Sewall (1995) tells us that in order to develop ecological perception, "one must nurture a receptive stance and a sensitivity to spatial and temporal changes within the landscape. This particular form of attention seems to be most susceptible to psychic numbing; when numb we notice as little as possible. Thus, intentionally nurturing this form of awareness requires getting out of one’s head; it is opening one’s self" (p. 206). In this light, intention and a sacred attitude, as a part of wilderness experience, can be seen as opening oneself to nature.

Sewall also offers an explanation of attuning and opening which expands on phenomenological ideas and adds a dimension of understanding to this study: "When fueled by beauty and sensuality, our relationship with the visible world may move our hearts. As the visible world becomes meaningful and vital, we feel it in our bodies. The sensory world thus becomes directly embodied in us; the relationship is visceral, and subjective experience becomes sensuality. We fall in love" (p. 209).

These concepts, ideas and descriptions help us to understand the dynamic process I have labeled attuning, opening and entering wilderness. Even if one is not specifically aware of the nuances of this process the perception of nature, as an interactive reciprocal relationship, can lead to realizations and feelings of oneness with the natural environment.

The feeling of being one with nature can be seen as an awakening process; a becoming more aware of the nature of existence and what is. It is a process that can give rise to feelings of self-expansion as one comes to the realization that they are a part of a single unfolding reality. The wilderness offers opportunities to awaken and also puts culture in perspective. The cultural built world offers feelings of separateness from nature; a dualistic mode of awareness in which one feels relatively estranged from fellow humans as well. This environment can feel psychologically unsafe as conditions of worth are imposed on us. Generally speaking we don’t experience the cultural built world as nurturing and accepting. Humanistic, existential and transpersonal psychology have focused intently on providing psychologically safe and empathic, nurturing environments absent of conditions of worth, as a way to awaken the potential within each person to become more whole, fully themselves and move toward self-actualization. With this in mind wilderness work offers a more ecopsychologically oriented therapeutic model bereft of walls.

Conservationist Alison Rush (1997) echoes these thoughts about wilderness experience and psychology when she suggests:

That the natural environment is experienced as a nurturing matrix, close to and perhaps identical with the Klienian ‘good breast.’ The boundaries of the ego are relaxed, and we have a sense of ‘taking in’ the richness and beauty of our surroundings. Precisely because the environment is not human (does not judge us or place any demands on us), it also acts as an unresisting receptacle into which we can project unwanted feelings or parts of ourselves-and so ‘takes us in.’ This powerfully relieves our anxieties and confers a sense of release and liberation (p. 4).

What are we released and liberated from? It would be very liberating to be even partly released from the masks of persona one uses so that one might be accepted by parents, peers, bosses and others and from the psyche-damaging illusion of separateness perpetuated by culture, what the Hindus call Maya. Nature "does not judge us" precisely because it does not know of our personas or egos, nor does it care. We do not have to put on an act for the natural environment and this fact alone reveals the illusory nature of such constructs as ego and persona that we seem to need in civilized culture4. Perhaps this is why religious traditions worldwide share a common legacy of going into the wilderness to fast and pray. From this perspective liberation and release take on very Eastern connotations.

4There is an inherent danger in "using" the natural world as a kind of therapeutic "resource" in that it may perpetuate the already endemic view of nature as existing solely for our exploitative benefit. One of the points of this study is the concept of the earth as our extended body and that a full realization of this may tend to shape our behavior.

In this light it is interesting to note that Maslow (1968) also viewed a "resistance to acculturation" as a distinct feature of self-actualizing people (p. 181). Maslow states that in his "healthy subjects" he "found a rather calm good-humored rejection of the stupidities and imperfections of the culture…they definitely showed an ability to fight it vigorously when they thought it necessary" (p. 181).

This feature of self-actualization seems to be facilitated, or at least enhanced in people by wilderness experiences. I am referring to the numerous accounts in this study of the feeling of reluctance to return to civilization and its attendant questioning of cultural norms. This aspect of the experience along with meaning aspect clusters three, self-awareness, and four, perspective and perception shift, lean toward validating Scott’s (1974) hypothesis that wilderness "users" tend to be more self-actualized.

It appears that once one has experienced the wilderness and the nurturing absence of conditions of worth it is difficult to go back into what may be perceived as a psychologically unsafe atmosphere. As noted by Greenway (1995) the wilderness experience can place "the individual in more or less severe conflict with [urban] culture" (p. 128).

This much seems evident, that the wilderness experience and its effects, as documented in this study and others, point strongly in the direction of psychological wholeness and growth.

In more Eastern terms we could say that attuning and opening to wilderness begins to bring one in accord with the Tao or way of life. Warwick Fox (1995) notes that "Maslow repeatedly describes transcendence and transcenders in terms of…the Taoist ideal of living in harmony with the nature of things by allowing them to develop or unfold in their own way" (p. 295). This is a further validation and reiteration from one of the founders of transpersonal psychology of the diminished need for control and dominance found to be a part of wilderness experience as also being a feature of self-actualization.

The reduced need for control observed in this study and two others reflects the attitude of a more relaxed and open minded individual who, in general has less resistance to his or her own life and can "get out of [their] own way" (#10).

It looks as though the more one opens to these natural processes and allows themselves to be affected, renewed by them and become one with them, the more one actually resembles and uncovers the characteristics of these processes in themselves. The perceptual and perspective shifts speak to a re-ordered life, one more in tune with natural systems.

Carl Rogers (1961), in explaining the dynamics of a person’s movement toward wholeness, talks of people’s "willingness to be a process" (p. 122). Being a process is characterized by a decreased need for defenses, a movement "toward more openly being a process, a fluidity, a changing…they [clients] are in flux, and seem more content to continue in this flowing current" (p. 171).

Rogers’ words on being a process not only impact and parallel the findings of this study but are remarkably similar to Joanna Macy’s (1995) description of life-systems:

Life systems evolve flexibility and intelligence, not by closing off from the environment and erecting walls of defense, but by opening ever wider to the currents of matter-energy and information. It is in this interaction that life systems grow, integrating and differentiating. Here power, far from being identified with invulnerability, requires just the opposite--openness, vulnerability, and readiness to change (p. 256).

Thus it seems the more whole and integrated we become psychologically the more we resemble our greater self, the living earth.

The wilderness experience can serve as a reminder that the same cycles of life we see reflected in the spinning planets and galaxies, or going on outside our windows are at work within us. This lends a deeper meaning to the self-actualization process, where one awakens to and more fully and consciously becomes their actual self.

A passage from The Tao Te Ching illustrates this point more eloquently than I can and may give the reader a better feel for what it means to be a process:

The universe is deathless,

Is deathless because, having no finite self,

It stays infinite.

A sound man by not advancing himself

Stays the further ahead of himself,

By not confining himself to himself

Sustains himself outside himself:

By never being an end in himself

He endlessly becomes himself (Bynner. 1944, p. 35).

Aligning with the way of the natural world also has deep implications concerning the paradigm shift or "new birth" referred to in the first chapter (Tarnas. 1991, p. 440). This is precisely the hoped for "Great Turning…[the] fundamental shift in worldview and values" which may decide what kind of future we will embrace (Macy. 1998, p. 17).

We have seen that direct contact and immersion in the natural world can bring about such a shift. When one becomes aware of the vastness of the Self then concern appears to naturally arise from this awareness and no imposed moral sense of right or wrong is necessary to guide one’s actions. Wilderness experiences can let us see first-hand the esoteric meaning behind exoteric religious and moral admonitions such as the Ten Commandments. Given this wider frame of reference for the self "love thy neighbor as thyself" is understood more completely to mean that on a certain level of understanding one’s neighbor is one’s self and the term "neighbor" takes on a new more all-inclusive meaning, one that expands to include all life.

In the words of deep ecologist and ecophilosopher Arne Naess:

Care flows naturally if the "self" is widened and deepened so that protection of free Nature is felt and conceived as protection of ourselves….Just as we need not morals to make us breathe…[so] if your "self" in the wide sense embraces another being, you need no moral exhortation to show care…You care for yourself without feeling any moral pressure to do it-provided you have not succumbed to a neurosis of some kind, developing self-destructive tendencies, or hating yourself (Fox, W. 1995, p. 217).

From this perspective a nature-connecting wilderness experience has value not only for the psychological growth and wellbeing of the individual, but also within a larger context it is an essential aspect of creating an ecopsychological paradigm shift toward a sustainable future. According to Roszak, "The great changes our runaway industrial civilization must make if we are to keep the planet healthy will not come about by the force of reason alone or the influence of fact. Rather, they will come by way of psychological transformation" (1992, p. 47).

A deeper-than-intellectual comprehension of the mutual interdependence of organisms and ecosystems, and the profoundly symbiotic nature of existence that wilderness experiences can offer may hold a fundamental key to reversing environmental destruction. "For many who have regained a genuine depth perception," writes Abram, "recognizing their own embodiment as entirely internal to, and thus wholly dependent upon, the vaster body of the Earth, the only possible course of action is to begin planning and working on behalf of the ecological world which they now discern" (Sewall, 1995, p. 212). Preserving the environment and working toward a sustainable future arises then, not solely for nature’s resources or its usefulness to humans and not merely for its aesthetic value but because nature is, in no uncertain terms, your Self.

Aligning with the Tao or way of natural life is a connecting and living in accordance with the greater Self. Connecting with nature is, in the words of one co-researcher "[thinking] in terms that we are part of a larger process" (#1).

Given the demonstrated value of wilderness experience for facilitating personal transformation and given that this transformation on a large scale can translate into a more global shift, I believe it is imperative that wilderness education, including direct and prolonged contact with natural environments become an integral part of our educational system. Helping to instill ecopsychological sensibilities and responsibility in young people through direct experience in wilderness moves us further toward a vision of a world in which future generations are given due consideration and a healthy respect for all life is engendered. These ecopsychological sensibilities are then based not on moral impositions but on the nurturing of a healthy relationship with the web of life, grounded in the sense of caring that arises from the insight and first-hand experiential knowledge of interrelationship that a wilderness experience can provide. The wilderness experience can also serve as a rite of passage or initiation, an honoring of the transition from youth to adulthood and acceptance of youth into society, something that is sorely lacking in our culture.

The psychological and physical wellbeing of humans is inextricably bound to the ecological health of environmental life systems because there are no divisions; these are not two systems. Wilderness experiences can help one to see this for themselves.

 

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Chapter Six: Questions for Further Study

Each investigation in this field is like throwing a net into the ocean of wilderness experience in that we are bound to come up with similarities, differences and new forms and ways of viewing this experience, which then add to our knowledge of this vast territory.

While this study touched briefly on the dynamics of group interaction in a wilderness setting the main focus was on people’s reactions to wilderness and the psychological changes brought forth from extended encounters with wilderness. It might prove revealing to attempt to study this and more intensely focus in on this particular aspect of experiencing wilderness within a group. It may also take the form of interviewing groups that meet indoors for a period, then move outdoors for the same amount of time and inquire about the changes. In a similar vein it may also be revealing to interview co-researchers immediately after their wilderness experiences.

Wilderness experience may hold an interest for mind/body studies involving biofeedback. Among other things it may prove informative and interesting to record the different types of brain-waves or galvanic skin responses and other psychophysiological changes a person may have immediately after an extended wilderness experience. It may also prove revealing to record the bio-rhythms of the same group one week later and then again after two weeks.

It may also be worthwhile to inquire as to why people feel compelled to go into wilderness in the sense of what pre-disposes a person to have the desire to do this. It may also prove revealing to take a group into wilderness that does not have a pre-disposition to go into wilderness and study the effects they report and compare them with this and other studies.

A further inquiry into the attuning, opening and entering phase of wilderness experience might deepen our understanding of this all important process and lead to a better understanding of nature connecting and the various ways it is beneficial.

The dynamics of the vision quest fast is also a largely unexplored realm of psychological inquiry. It would be of some importance to understand the dynamics and aspects of this process. As stated earlier, while this study does use information from vision quest experiences there is no attempt made to study this phenomenon as a unique form of wilderness experience. In this same vein the vision quest as a rite of passage for youth brings up a rich topic worthy of exploration. It could prove very informative and supportive for ecopsychology to study the impact that this initiation has on the lives of young people and how it has shaped them since their experience.

I am also very curious as to the extent to which wilderness goers are conscientious and concerned/mindful about not damaging and even improving the environment and how much their wilderness experience may have contributed to this type of holistic mindfulness and purpose. That is, what is the connection between wilderness experience and behavior?

 

Appendixes A, B and C and Bibliography:

Appendix A

Human Subject Consent Form for Investigative Project

You are being invited to participate in an investigative project which focuses upon the effects and experience of extended stays (three to four days or more) in a natural or wilderness setting. I, Scott Taylor, will be conducting this research project as partial fulfillment of the requirements for obtaining a Masters degree in Humanistic, Transpersonal psychology through Sonoma State University. I hope to learn about psychological processes involving human interactions with non-human life and landscape. I wish to further open this area of research for heuristic purposes. That is, a main goal of this project is to point to relevant questions which will then (hopefully) become the focus of further exploratory research. I value the unique contribution you can make to my study and am excited about the possibility of your participating in it.

You were selected as a possible participant in this study because you have reported having the experience(s) of extended stays in nature/wilderness.

If you decide that you want to be a part of this project you are consenting to sit for an interview, which will require approximately one hour of your time. You will be asked a series of open ended questions pertaining to your experiences in nature.

Your interview will be audio taped for the purpose of later transcribing. Interview times will be arranged individually for each person being interviewed.

Your are being asked to volunteer your time and will not be paid.

In person interviews are preferred for this study, however, if this represents a hardship for you a telephone interview can be arranged.

Any information that is obtained in connection with this study and that can be identified with you will remain confidential and will be disclosed only with your permission and as required by law. If you give permission to use your name and your occupation it may or may not be used in the final text of the study.

Your decision whether or not to become a part of this study will not prejudice your future relations with Sonoma State University. If you decide to participate you are free to withdraw your consent and to discontinue participation at any time without prejudice.

If you have any questions please contact the primary researcher, Scott Taylor, at: (707) 433-8458, e-mail: taylors@c-zone.net, address: 5276 Mill Creek Road, Healdsburg, CA 95448. My advisor is Professor Charles Merrill who can be reached at: Office: (707) 664-2683, Home: (707) 765-1035.

YOUR SIGNATURE BELOW INDICATES THAT YOU HAVE READ THE INFORMATION ABOVE AND HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A PARTICIPANT IN THIS STUDY.

Date Signature

Signature of Investigator Signature of Witness (optional)

 

Appendix B

Interview questions:

1. What do you feel like when you are in nature for an extended period (3-5 days or more)?

2. What stands out for you in your wilderness/natural environment experience?

3. How did you feel beforehand?

4. How did your experience affect you afterward?

5. What was your internal process like? That is, what thoughts and or emotions did you feel?

6. Were the effects, if any, lasting, did they persist over time?

7. Were there any changes in your perception or thinking

8. In response to any of the above possible answers I may ask: why do you think you felt that?

 

Appendix C

Meaning Aspect Clusters

  1. Attuning, opening, entering wilderness, including: reduced mind chatter, slowing down, getting in synch with nature, surrendering and lessened need for control, sense of simplicity and feelings of peace and serenity. Intent: alone time, sacred attitude, ritual, as facilitating opening/attuning.
  2. Oneness with nature, including: feeling at home, free, safe, part of nature, communication with nature, i.e., animals and plants, self expansion. Reluctance to return to cultural/built world, contrast with cultural/built world and returning to wilderness, possibly as spiritual practice.
  3. Self awareness, internal and external process, including: self-confidence, self-awareness, inner and outer process/dialog, messages or isomorphic process symbolism as lessons and/or guidance. Anxiety, love, acceptance, heart expansion and connecting with other people.
  4. Perspective, perception and consciousness shift, including: life-changing experience, purpose in life, bringing back gifts/insights, lasting changes/effects and temporary effects and the difference.

 

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Further Writings in Humanistic and Ecopsychology:

A Brief History of the Perennial Question: Western Views on the Natural World

Scott Taylor ã 1998

Throughout the history of Western philosophy, and its offshoot psychology, has arisen over and over the perennial question concerning nature and the natural world. This is the question, simply stated: whether the world is fundamentally a collection of separate parts and comprehensible through analyzing these parts (much like a machine) or whether the natural world is intrinsically of singular identity and that any attempt to understand our world must include this all-encompassing, holistic world view.

The paradoxical problem of reconciling what seems simultaneously to be dual and non-dual has been called "the problem of the one and the many." William James called this, "the most central of all philosophic problems" (Melchert 17). In a history of the Western mind the Greek atomists are, roughly speaking, ancestors of mechanist/dualists such as, Descartes, Hume and Kant, among others. This line of thought can roughly be traced from atomism to dualism, mechanism to structuralism and behaviorism.

In the Western mind atomism, dualistic and mechanistic thought has largely dominated the scene. Holism and its various proponents, concepts and forms, while never really becoming the dominant paradigm has, by no means, ever been completely buried.

Indeed it seems that a study of Western thought reads much like a tracking of these two parallel paradigms. The early Greek atomists, Leucippus and Democritus (c. 460 B.C.E.) claimed the world was made up of tiny, individual, indivisible particles called atoms. "The atoms were moved mechanically, not by any cosmic intelligence...but by the blind chance of natural necessity" (Tarnas 22). Around the same time another Greek, Heraclitus, was proposing an almost opposite idea. Heraclitus claimed that "All things are in constant flux, and yet are fundamentally related and ordered through the universal Logos, which is also manifest in the human beings power of reason" (Tarnas 45).

Thus we start with the Heraclitean idea of constant flux, the unity of opposing, complimentary tensions creating creation all guided by Logos. Logos is that ineffable guiding, organizing/chaotic force called Tao, Wakan Tanka, God, Universal Intelleigence, Ultimate Ground of Being, Brahman and Yhwh and myriad other names. Heraclitus observed that in the case of a river the resistance (tension) of the water against the earthen banks creates the phenomenon we call river. A river in this sense is an earth/water gestalt. Heraclitus’ holism conceived of the entire world in this way, thus breaking the paradox and reconciling the problem of the one and the many (Melchert 17,18). Heraclitus was a great observer of the natural world and probably the first systems theorist in the West, predating the gestaltists, quantum physics and Von Bertalanffy by over two millennium.

I think it would also be safe to say that Heraclitus was an empiricist, i.e., his knowledge came from his observation, his experience. With Heraclitus humans are part of nature, embedded in the same creative tension of complimentary opposites which composes the world.

The Greek philosopher Parmenides, however, put a different slant on nature. Parmenides attempted to dissolve all duality’s completely saying: "there is no ‘many;’ only ‘the one’ exists" (Melchert 23). Parmenides relied on reason alone, discounting perception, observation or experience as valid forms of knowing. Although I feel there is room in Heraclitus’ nature philosophy for Parmenides’ "all-is-one" argument, fundamentally these two represent precursors to what would later become empiricism and rationalism, two schools of thought which sometimes like to pretend to be mutually exclusive and diametrically opposed. The distinctions between them blur and fade when we realize that human thought cannot be conceived as separate from any observable phenomenon in the field of experience. Thus, even Parmenides emphasis on the non-dual was itself a type of dualism because he excluded experience and observation (empiricism) from rational thought.

The Greeks produced many deep thinkers all trying to discover the one substance all things are formed from. Thales thought it was water, Heraclitus: fire, Empedocles: fire, water, air and earth, Anaxagoras: seeds, infinite seeds. Discovering the true nature of nature would, in the long run, produce many variations in Western thought and almost all of these could be traced back to the Greeks. (Palmer 6-39)

Of course, for thousands of years nature-based pagan religions persisted. Up until the rise of Christianity, Europe was peopled by clans and tribes whose close conscious symbiotic relationship with the earth was elaborated and reaffirmed in rituals and traditions rich in archetypal symbolism both male (Gods) and female (Goddesses), (again the union of opposites).

Christianity, with its emphasis on the body and the material world as inferior and imperfect, defined a pronounced dualism separating humans from nature. Christianity, with syncretistic influences from Judaism and especially Zoroastrianism, put forth that, "Man’s spirit was entrapped in an alien body in an alien material world" (Tarnas 141). Zoroastrianism is characterized by a sharply defined dualistic split between good and evil, dark and light, human and nature. Robert Ballou, editor of The Portable World Bible says: "The early Persians believed that all good things came to them from a region of light above and all evil from a region of darkness below...Zoroaster, himself ":...enunciated the principle of duality in the universe" (165,166).

Such a radical, dualistic split, I think, is far removed from what Heraclitus, Parmenides or even Plato (despite Augustine’s Neo-platonism) had in mind.

The conceptual gap between human and nature in the church began to close around 1209 with "St. Francis’s mystical joy in the sacred fellowship of nature" (Tarnas 179). St. Thomas Aquinas (1225-1274) did more to close this gap even further with his synthesis of Aristotelian philosophy. Richard Tarnas, author of The Passion of the Western Mind, tells us "...Aquinas held that the recognition of nature’s order enhanced human understanding of God’s creativity and in no way lessened divine omnipotence...Man’s freedom was not threatened by natural laws or by his relationship to God, but rather was built into the fabric of the divinely created order" (180). This was no revelation to the thousands of Europeans whose undercurrent of pagan, nature-based beliefs had survived the Christian onslaught.

Even though Aquinas had told us that now we were in the world and also of it, the emerging secularization promoted by the universities in the "scholastic period" and the rise of reason and science were to almost negate his impact (Bolles 50).

It is relevant here to note that although the groundwork for a dualistic worldview had been laid, the earth itself (before 1700) was considered to be a living entity. Jerry Mander, author of In the Absence of the Sacred, quotes professor Carolyn Merchant as saying: "...Until the Age of Enlightenment in the 1700’s and the ‘scientific revolution’ that accompanied it, the prevailing view point...was that the planet itself was a living creature....Most cultures up to the Enlightenment also believed that the Earth was a female being, the actual mother of life" (211). Mander adds: "The ‘scientific revolution’ changed all this. For the first time, the idea was postulated that the earth is actually a kind of dead thing, a machine" (211).

At the same time that the church had begun to advocate human and nature reconciliation there were forces at work which would eventually undermine the authority of the church. Central to this secularization and re-verification of dualism, and nature/human split was the slow acceptance of the discovery of Nikolaus Copernicus (1473-1543) that the earth was not, as had been thought by the church, Aristotle and others, at the center of all things universal, but was instead just another body in space among myriad others. This secular dualism reached its apogee with the rationalist mathematician/philosopher Renee Descartes (1596-1650) who articulated and concretized the ideas already inherent in the work of Kepler, Copernicus, Galileo and others, thus bolstering the rationalistic, atomistic, mechanistic, nature-disconnected world view. Descartes was a major player in establishing a mechanistic/dualistic view of the world. Descartes put forth that the world, like a machine, is a collection of separate parts, a sort of clock wound by God and left to run down. Descartes also put forth the idea that the mind and the body are separate functions or entities, thus not only dividing up the world but placing a fundamental split within our very beings. This "split" can be viewed as a kind of secular Zoroastrianism.

In essence, what Descartes did was to name and pin down ideas that had already been implied by culture, math and the sciences. Descartes, however, took it all one step further by secularizing the world. Teleology and hierarchy remain intact but now they are divorced from any divine purpose. After Descartes we have a world of "nothing buts," a world devoid of interconnection, where all relationships are defined in terms of exploitation. Psychologist James Hillman says the psychology of Descartes: "... Imagines a universe divided into living subjects and dead objects. There is no space for anything intermediate, ambiguous, and metaphorical" (Revisioning Psychology 1). Sir Isaac Newton 1624-1717 helped to further Descartes rationalistic, mechanical-world theory. Newton discovered that gravity and the movement of celestial bodies could be explained mathematically, thus presuming a certain monotonous, redundant, machine-like cosmic order. The new prevailing attitude became one of disconnection from the earth. More and more the planet was seen as something to probe and conquer.

The Industrial Revolution saw the implementation of dualistic thinking in full swing. The unlimited exploitation of life sources for capital gain, progress and "the pursuit of happiness" has since become our modus operandi. The Reverend Thomas Berry, in his book, The Dream of the Earth describes this era as a, "...[P]eriod of technological entrancement, an altered state of consciousness, a mental fixation that alone can explain how we came to ruin our air and water and soil and to severely damage all our basic life systems" (Mander 381). The ancient Greek’s (Aristotle in particular) notion of a linear teleology is essential to modern western technological thought and to the type of thinking that spawned the Industrial Revolution and before that The Enlightenment. Teleology is a linear philosophy, which sees everything as racing down a kind of one-way street towards perfection. From this goal-oriented philosophy we have derived the idea of "progress." Teleology, coupled with anthropocentrism and technology have produced this "progress." What we are progressing toward was never entirely spelled out, although there have been allusions to a manmade, artificial paradise in which we will not have to do anything; or rather we may have nothing to do.

In marked contrast with linear thought has always co-existed the idea of a non-linear, cyclical process viewpoint. We find this philosophy most prevalent in Eastern traditions but it can also be found in the various symbols and stories of the ancient Celts and the indigenous cultures of primal peoples living closely with the cycles of the seasons of death and rebirth. We can also find this idea reflected in the ancient (pre-Aristotelian) Greek myth of Persephone and Hades.

In order to illustrate his point about entelechy (the idea of inherent and latent potentiality moving toward actualization) and teleology Aristotle used the metaphor of an acorn being potentially an oak tree. Thus, thought Aristotle, the actuality of the acorn is its becoming an oak. This classic example of linear goal oriented thought tends to neglect an alternative cyclic view of the natural world. It occurs to me that it is just as much a goal for an acorn to become a tree as it is for the tree to become more acorns. If Aristotle’s assumption were true, oak trees would be an end in themselves and would not need to produce more acorns or trees. This process is cyclical, circular, goal-less creativity; the process itself is the "goal." (Palmer Looking at Philosophy 79).

To the cyclical process viewpoint there is no problem posed by the question: "which came first, the chicken or the egg?" The answer is: they mutually arise; chickens are not the teleological goal of eggs, just as death is not the goal of birth or the north pole the cause of the south. Human perfection, likewise, cannot be measured by the forward thrusting, linear causality or "progress" of technology but by the strength of our bond with the community/web of relationships. I believe one can come to an understanding of life cycles by spending some quality time contemplating nature as did the European Romanticists.

The new rationalist, mechanistic, teleological worldview was rapidly taking the place of the idea of the earth as a living entity and was to become, and still is, the dominant paradigm in Western thought. Nevertheless there were still those souls who, like Heraclitus, could not abide the debunking of personal, experientially gained knowledge.

John Locke (1632-1704) was one of these souls and was a confirmed empiricist, attacking the rationalism of Descartes and claiming that all knowledge is derived from experience. (Palmer 178). Locke, as an atomist, did not attempt to dissolve the dualistic split between humans and the natural world; for this we must turn to what came to be called Romanticism. Tarnas explains: "In contrast with the spirit of the Enlightenment, the Romantic vision perceived the world as a unitary organism rather than an atomistic machine..." (366, 367). The Romantics celebrated humans as part of nature and were themselves artists, musicians and poets like Goethe, Beethoven, Blake, Wordsworth, Rousseau, Percy and Mary Shelley to name a few. "[F]or the Romantic," again quoting Tarnas, "nature was a live vessel of spirit, a translucent source of mystery and revelation" (367). A stanza from a poem by Wordsworth expounding the benefits of empirical experience reads:

"One impulse from a vernal wood

May teach you more of man,

Of moral evil and good,

Than all the sages can" (Humphrey A History of the Mind 63).

The Romantics differed from the Enlightenment-scientific mechanist, dualists much in the same way Heraclitus differed from Democritus. Eventually the scientists themselves would discover the fundamental unity of all things, thus dissolving atomistic duality and bringing the Copernican revolution full circle. Before we come to that we must jump ahead in time to around 1910 to visit the gestalt psychologist’s, "field theory" and then William James. According to Robert Bolles, author of The Story of Psychology, "[A]n important part of the gestalt position was the idea that we should think of fields, the overall arrangement of things, rather than thinking of things as a collection of elements " (280). This is a remarkably non-dual view of the world and reminds one again of Heraclitus’ river which forms what phenomenologist/gestaltist Edgar Rubin would call a "figure/ground gestalt" (Bolles 279). In a figure/ground gestalt the two figures share a common outline. The outline of one figure is the outline of the other. As in the familiar two profiles/vase version, one creates the other as they mutually arise.

 

Gestalt psychology gives voice to the holistic claim that the "whole is greater than the sum of its parts" (Warmoth 5). In this world-view humans are an organism/environment gestalt enmeshed in, inseparable from and dependent upon the natural world. Furthermore, gestalt psychologist Wolfgang Kohler (1887-1967) showed "the relevance of gestalt principles to...physics and biology" (Bolles 280). Kohler realized that the old billiard-ball physics of Newton et. al., "had been replaced by Maxwell, Einstein, and others with the concept of the field (the gestaltist’s view)" (Bolles 280, 281).

Some twenty years prior to the gestaltists, American psychology’s pioneer William James was talking of something he called "the psychologists fallacy." James was basically saying that we can’t truly understand things by studying their parts and that, "Our perception of an object is primary and complete in itself; it is not built up from bits of sensory detail" (Bolles 193). In this statement James sounds not only holistic but phenomenological and ultimately like a gestaltist. When things, as they are, are found imbedded in a web of relationships then parts can only be understood in relation to the whole (remember our river/earth gestalt).

Scientists have, in recent decades, made discoveries, which validate and corroborate the age-old idea of wholeness and the singular identity of all things. Physicist Fritjof Capra has put forth viewpoints, based on discoveries at the sub-atomic level, synonymous with a non-dual philosophy. Capra writes, in The Turning Point:

As the notion of an independent physical entity has become problematic in subatomic physics, so has the notion of an independent organism in biology. Living organisms, being open systems, keep themselves alive and functioning through intense transactions with their environment, which itself consists partially of organisms. Thus the whole biosphere-our planetary ecosystem-is a dynamic and highly integrated web of living and nonliving forms. Although this web is multilevel, transactions and interdependencies exist among all its levels. (The Turning Point. Mt. Man Graphics, http://magna.comau/~prfbrown/capra_1.html).

Capra is not alone in his findings and conclusions. Many other researchers have also discovered for themselves theories which match what has been called by Capra a "systems view of life" (The Turning Point. Mt. Man Graphics, http://magna.comau/~prfbrown/capra_1.html.). In physicist David Bohms’ studies: "One is led to a new notion of unbroken wholeness which denies the classical idea of analyzability of the world into separately and independently existing parts" (The Tao of Physics 138).

In addition to Bohm and Capra many more researchers from various fields have validated the systems view of life; Chemist Ilya Prigogine, Physicists Neils Bohr and Brian Swimme, Biologist Rupert Sheldrake, Psychologist Stanislov Grof and Quantum mechanics founder Erwin Schroedinger just to mention a few. Neils Bohr reconciled the union of opposites and related this with the Taoist concept of yin/yang. Schroedinger states: "Hence this life of yours which you are living is not merely a piece of the entire existence, but is in a certain sense the whole ... (Nicholson, Ancient Wisdom, Modern Insight 19).

How Heraclitean, how Romanticistic, how ironic that the scientific tradition of the atomistic, dualistic, mechanistic thinkers of the Enlightenment, who were so opposed to Romanticism’s non-dualistic ideas, should eventually, scientifically prove the Romantics and Heraclitus correct!

Currently there is a heightened interest in and concern for the natural world on all fronts, including psychology. Ecopsychology can be considered an offshoot or branch of humanistic psychology, extending the idea of intrinsic worth to include the environment. Drawing from quantum physics, Eastern philosophy, anthropology, indigenous culture, feminism, ritual, imagination and, of course, psychology, ecopsychologists are helping people to realize that they are a part of nature and heal the wounds of separation.

Carl Jung foreshadowed the advent of ecopsychology by several decades when he said: "Our psyche is part of nature, and its enigma is as limitless." And elsewhere: "Matter in the wrong place is dirt. People got dirty through too much civilization. Whenever we touch nature we get clean" (Sabini 7).

We seem to be in the midst of a massive paradigm shift. Going from a disconnection back to a conscious symbiosis with the web of being. It seems rather than to describe it in terms of a new shift or revolution that it might be partially understood in Western terms as the still ringing reverberations of the Copernican revolution.

Richard Tarnas says that, "the twentieth century’s massive and radical breakdown...suggests the necessary deconstruction prior to a new birth." He goes on to say: "And why is there evident now such a widespread and constantly growing collective impetus in the Western mind to articulate a holistic and participatory world-view, visible in virtually every field? The collective psyche seems to be in the grip of a powerful archetypal dynamic in which the long-alienated modern mind is breaking through, out of the contractions of its birth process, out of what Blake called its ‘mind-forg’d manacles ’ to rediscover its intimate relationship with nature and the larger cosmos" (440).

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Sedge Grass: The Roots of Pomoan Identity

The local (North Coast of California) Pomo Indians are world renowned for their highly developed art of basket weaving. They make baskets so tightly woven they are used to boil food in by adding heated stones. They weave baskets so incredibly small it challenges comprehension as to the method of construction. The Pomoan weavers are known for the intricate and delicate beauty of their art; surpassed by none worldwide. Baskets and basket weaving are integral parts of Pomo life and as such are seen as much more than mere functional technology. To Pomoans, weaving baskets is part of what it means to be human. The remarks of one Dry Creek woman reveal how baskets were such a fundamental part of Pomo life: "We began life in a basket. Baskets were everywhere and we used them all the time" (Frederickson 17).

The long roots, "runners," or rhizomes of sedge grass provide the preferred material for creating Pomo baskets. For centuries uncounted the Pomoans have cultivated and gathered the roots of this native plant (carex barbarae). "Although sedge grass tolerates a variety of riparian habitats, from gravel banks to heavy-soil upper terraces, the rhizomes [runners] are only useful for basket-making if they are straight and long. Such runners are only produced in, and harvestable from very sandy loam or almost pure sand..."(Peri. et al. 8).

Thus through cultivation of optimal sedge beds growing along the edges of what was Warm Springs Creek, the Pomoans inherited the work of their ancestors. "...[T]he basket makers leave the plants and remove weeds, thereby cultivating the sedge bed and enhancing the habitat for new runners and plants...A sedge bed could thereby be productive indefinitely" (Peri. et al. 8). These sacred sedge beds, which yielded the best runners for weaving, were the work of generations of cultivation and also the natural heritage of local Pomoan peoples.

As with all indigenous, tribal peoples the Pomoans nurtured a strong sacred connection to all life. This sacred connection is reflected in the reverence observed when harvesting sedge root. "The harvesting of sedge roots...was guided by religiously supported rules. Sedge, like all other plants, were created and endowed by the creator with life, purpose, and power; all persons were required to recognize and respect these special attributes" (Frederickson 44). Local Pomo artist Elsie Allen, whose work is world famous, tells us:

When you come to dig these basket roots, you don’t rush in there and run all over, you don’t do that. My mother always approached this grass very slowly. She’d come and stand and say a prayer...She didn’t go in there and just start digging. She’d come to a certain bed and try it: then she’d go onto another one and try there. Before she ever sat down she’d do this three or four times. Then she’d sit down. She always asked the Spirit to give her plenty of roots. Then she’d say ‘thank you, father,’ before she dug. And after she’d finished and had got what she wanted, she said a prayer which is like saying "that’s good, you gave me enough. Amen, father" (Peri. et al. 30).

Author Greg Sarris, in writing of his adventures with Cache Creek Pomo woman and basket weaver Mable Mckay, helps me to corroborate the above statement: "...I took Mabel to gather sedge roots along Dry Creek. She prayed, sometimes sang a song, before we got down in the sand with our trowel and hand-picks" (4).

The deeply felt connection to this plant is an indelible aspect of Pomoan identity. That is, a relationship with the sedge grass is, in part, what it means to be Pomo. Thus, Pomoan identity is derived from relationship-in-context giving meaning through active participation in relationship. The Pomo doesn’t just use sedge root to make baskets. Sedge roots are part of the warp and weft of Pomoan life, connecting them to the earth, each other and their ancestors.

With the European invasion of the Americas every part of Pomoan life became threatened, including the sedge beds:

At one time, sedge beds (both cultivated and uncultivated) were common throughout the Russian River basin. Agricultural clearing, gravel mining in stream beds and subsequent lowering of the channels, and increasingly restricted access to privately owned riparian lands has made accessible, good quality sedge sites rare (Peri. et al. 8).

By the time the Army Corps of Engineers began inspection of the proposed Warm Springs Dam site the only viable, ancestral sedge beds left for basket weaving were along the banks of what was then Warm Springs Creek. Upon a second, closer, more conscientious inspection of the area (the first by the National Park Service ignored all archaeological significance) it was decided, through years of archaeological research and ethnobotancial mitigation, that the sedge beds (among other plants) would be transplanted further down on the banks of Dry Creek (Peri. et al. 8). That is, despite opposition to the building of the dam, not only from Pomoans but non-Indians as well, nothing was to stand in the way of "progress;" especially not a seemingly insignificant group of Indians whom manifest destiny had failed to sweep under the historical rug.

The Pomoans themselves oversaw and played a major role in the long and difficult task of transplanting the centuries old sedge beds. As David Peri et al. states in Ethnobotanical Mitigation: "It was clear that, despite the great disappointment felt by the weavers about the loss of their traditional collecting sites, their participation was essential for it to be successful" (11). That is, since the transplanting was inevitable and the significance of the ancestral sedge beds was secondary to the political and economical game being played out, the Pomoans were, more or less, forced to help or be left out of the process entirely. I believe this last statement of mine is closer to the truth than the following excerpt from Ethnobotancial Mitigation: "although the weavers and other Pomoans felt considerable anger about the loss of the beds, they nevertheless agreed to help the Corps develop new growing areas for the sedge and other plants" (11). What real choice did the Pomoans have? This is just one more step in the legacy of genocide against Native Americans. Genocide, broadly defined, is a way of stripping a people of identity; without a unifying identity the people in question have been absorbed by the dominant culture and virtually no longer exist, though they may still be physically living (Derrick ed., 155, 156). Without the connection to these ancestral sedge beds, one more link in Pomoan identity has been lost forever, sunk beneath millions of gallons of water as motor boats and jet ski’s scream by above. Far beneath the waters surface this richly storied land, the legacy of countless generations stripped away, as if to say, this little bit of yourselves may be all you have left; but we want that too.

On the day before transplanting was to start the participants, including members of the Native American Advisory Council, held a "Dinner for the Plants." "Such a dinner is considered to be a ‘sacrifice’ or a religious appeal, on behalf of the participants to the Creator, for the well-being of the parent plants ‘who will give birth to the new plants,’ and protect those who participated in the transplant from possible misfortune" (Peri. et al. 64).

All of this activity around the sedge beds took place in the late seventies and early eighties. Now the sedge grass is doing quite well and can be easily visited by anyone. I recently walked to a transplanted sedge grass bed growing along Dry Creek. I walked into the fish hatchery/museum and asked if I could visit the sedge beds. I was given a map and told that they would need to unlock the gate and that I hadn’t much time. I was impressed that they protected the grass behind a gate. As it turned out we were mutually confused. They were assuming I intended to drive to the beds. I had never considered that option and was informed that I had free access anytime on foot.

I inquired on the condition of the plants and was told that they hadn’t been tended to and were in need of cultivation. Yet when I signed in, the sheet was filled with names, names of Pomoans I was told, who had visited that day. This is puzzling to me and seems incongruent as digging the sedge roots is synonymous with cultivation, as earlier stated. I walked along the west side of Dry Creek, following the instructions on the map. The creek was high and fast and a light brown color. I followed a narrow path towards the creek bringing me through a clearing, with small willow trees on either side and found myself walking through a large sedge patch. I recognized the plants from the pictures I’d seen. There were narrow paths intertwining throughout the green and yellow tufts of grass. All signs of the transplant are now gone; these plants look like they have been here a long time. If one did not know the significance and history of this quite ordinary looking patch of grass, it would likely not leave a lasting impression.

I felt a sad reverence standing with these plants. They seemed to be saying simply "here we are, we’re still alive, here we live." Knowing the history of this grass gave me a renewed sense of awe and reverence for all life; being so ancient and yet so new.

Even though the sedge is doing relatively well and is available for basket weaving, it will take a long time for the new plants to make the long runners, which were the product of centuries of ancestral cultivation. The relationship with the plants, too has been diminished. There are strict taboos and restrictions concerning cultivation and harvesting of sedge roots:

Several weavers attribute the loss of formerly excellent beds to the violation of these taboos. This has become an especially acute problem in recent years, due to the increase in the number of people, including non-Indians, who want to learn about basket weaving and root digging, but who do not observe the rules" (Peri. et al. 30).

It was so easy for me to go visit these plants and with the rampant disrespect for nature our culture carries I am surprised they are not better protected. The plants know how we feel towards them and when people visit them who don’t respect them they feel it. I only visited one patch, perhaps there are others better hidden, not on the map, harder to find except for those who know.

I feel a deep sadness in telling this story.

There are metaphors and meanings abounding in this story. Metaphors about the uprooted-ness of a people and how meaning is interwoven throughout lives steeped in relationship with their reciprocal, sustaining world and how that gives identity and meaning to life. The sedge remembers, it is talking to us now, be very still and listen.

 

References

Derrick, Jensen, ed. Listening to the Land: Conversations About Nature, Culture and Eros. San Francisco: Sierra Club Books, 1995.

Frederickson, Vera Mae, Mihilakawna and Makahmo Pomo, People of Lake Sonoma. San Francisco: Army Corps of Engineers, Sacramento District., 1984.

Peri, David W., Patterson, Scott M., Goodrich, Jennie L. Ethnobotanical Mitigation, Warm Springs Dam-Lake Sonoma, California. Elgar Hill, Environmental Analysis and Planning: Penngrove, CA: 1982.

Sarris, Greg. "On the Road to Loslel: Conversations with Mabel McKay." News from Native California. Vol. 2, No. 4 (1988): 3-6.

 

About the Author

Namaste. Hello net wanderer my name is Scott Taylor and I hold a Masters degree in Humanistic/Existential/Transpersonal psychology from Sonoma State University with emphases on group facilitation, teaching and ecopsychology. I have been facilitating groups of men on probation for domestic violence since 1997 through the agencies M.E.N. (Men Evolving Non-Violently) and T.N.V. (Teaching Non-Violence). I have taught classes in Counseling and in East/West psychology at Sonoma State as volunteer faculty and been a paid guest lecturer on Assertive Communication and Conflict Negotiation for Sonoma State's Residential Life program. I have attended trainings and workshops at The School of Lost Borders and The Institute for Deep Ecology, including a three-day, three-night vision quest fast.

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